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Chapter 12: It is Time Again

                                                                                             Angie's POV

I'm pregant again and this time I'm at the hospital and I'm having a boy. I hope when he grows up he will be really nice and caring like his father. When I finally had him I named him Ryder Jay Espinosa. I love the name Ryder Jay it is different. I love him with all my heart same with Mariah.

When i get to go home with Ryder. I immediately go to the bedroom and go to sleep with Ryder in his crib. I wake up 30 minutes later to change his diaper. I wish Matt wasn't on tour right now. Then he could help out with Ryder a little. I guess I'll be fine if Jewel wil help out to.

                                                                                              Jewel's POV

I am so glad that I get to help Ang out with little Ryder and Mariah. I wish Matt was here to see little Ryder but he is on tour so i can't blame him. I have been taking the night shifts with Ryder and Ang has taken the day shift. I really like that about her she just told me to take care of Ryder for a little while. While she got some more sleep. Then she took the day time stuff back.

I can't wait until I have a kid. I have to wait for Shawn to get back though. I tmakes me so mad that Ang has 2 kids and I don't have any.

                                                                                              Matt's POV

I was so excited when Ang had our son Ryder. Shawn was happy to because he had another like neice. He loves my kids as much as I do and I told him that he needs kids to love. He knows that but he isn't sure if Jewel wants kids yet. I told him that he has to take chances in life to make it big.

I can't believe I'm on tour when she had Ryder it makes me so mad. I just need to think that there is 6 months left in the tour not that long. I am having fun on tour and it is hard for me not to think about Ang though. It makes me sick not helping her out with the baby.

                                                                                                      Shawn's POV

I'm mad at myself for not doing what I want. I am happy for Ang but not at myself. i want a kid of my own and I want to love my kid with all my heart.