Bad At Love | Halsey

Empty

Leaving me like that was probably the best thing that Ash ever did to me. Not that it felt like it.

My heart is empty without her in my life. Even when she was off with Grant and cheating on me, it didn't hurt this much. I thought she was right—that she needed to do this for the both of us. But no. This is worse. I need her.

I look at my pictures of her. She used to be so beautiful until Grant ruined her completely. Her glow was gone by the time I saw her last.

I wonder if that's how I look now. At first, I tried to call her, but after dozens of unanswered calls, I gave up.

It's been two weeks. Two weeks without her at all. She's completely gone. She's not at her old apartment. I have no idea where she is. She disappeared. And she took my heart with her.

I don't understand why she did the things she did. Did she love Grant? Did she love me? How did she get the strength to leave us both—just like that? I don't understand.

All I know is I miss her. I miss her like a dying fish on shore would miss water. I need her, but she's not here.

Some people just need somebody to love and somebody to love them. But sometimes, even when they have both, it's not enough. 

A/N

next to last chapter my beansss