Maybe it was better if we were just bestfriends * friends with benefits book2*

Chapter 20

* This the last chapter for this book*

King
I sat at Dees place having a conversation with her. I loved London dearly I just don't want to get too close to her. I'm human and I'm not perfect so of course I'm fuck up. I want to be with her, get married and have kids and everything. " so what you gone do? You gone try to get her back or you gone let her go for good?" Dee asked as she brung me some to drink. " I'm try to get her back" I said sitting the cup down. "How?" She asked sitting next to me. " I'm do something special but I know she not gone forgive me for the one night stand and I know I lost trust from her, she probably don't even love me no more, cause over the years I did her so dirty" I said truthfully. " I don't deserve her" I said chipping in to what I already said. " like what are you gone do to get her back?" Dee asked. come with me and help me get stuff for her? She probably still not gone take me back but I at least want her to know that I apologize for what I did" I said standing up. After dee got her shoes on we went from store to store getting this for London. " and this" dee said throwing a arm full of things in the shopping cart. " she don't need a giant teddy bear, she got one at home" I said taking it out. "Get her another one" dee said putting it back in. " Ight whatever, let's get chocolate covered strawberries that's her favorite" I said pushing the chart around the store. It's kinda weird walking around with all this romantic stuff and dee cause everybody here probably think she my girl and she making me buy all this for her cause she put everything in here and I'm paying for it. "What else do girls like" I asked ready to go after a hour of shopping. " write her a letter telling her how much you love her, make creative things, no need to buy anymore stuff... I have a idea in mind" dee said going to the ale with pencils and things. I followed behind her letting her get everything she need for whatever she had in mind. " pink or purple?" She said looking at all the colors. " purple, she hate pink but she'll still wear it" I said leaning on the chart. Dee grabbed the purple sparkles throwing them In the chart. " I have boxes at home" dee said as she continued to walk. "What could this girl possibly be trynna do?"  I asked myself. After we got done shopping I payed for everything then we went back to her house. I watched her tape up the box and start decorating it. " I want my par-shall credit for helping with this" she said plugging up the hot glue gun. "Ight" I said chuckling.  After she finished gluing things on the outside of the box she let it dry. We watched " dear white people" on Netflix. When we finished watching season one we continued to work of the " gift box". I help dee put things in before I started working on the letter. " we gone but the bear in the second on alone with the letter, and we'll leave the rest out " dee said. I didn't say anything back I just walked to the table to start writing.

Dear London,
I don't know where to start so I'm start by saying that I love you, I love you from the bottom of my heart. When I'm with you I'm the happiest person on earth, at times it may not seem like it but I swear I am. Everytime we kiss it's like the first time, I get butterflies and it's like my stomach ties up in a knot making it hard to breathe. I know i haven't been the best boyfriend to you but I'm trying, it's hard for me to commit to someone when I feel like I'm getting played, I know I know it's no excuse for me to treat you like I have and I apologize for it, apologizing won't or can't change anything I've done but I'm hoping you can forgive me for it and we can move on with our lives. I'm not saying you have to forgive me and stay with me cause I can't even forgive my self, you've have don't nothing but been good to me and London. We might not get back together but I want to continue to be bestfriends. I don't want to lose the one person who sees the best in me when I see the worst in me, I don't want to lose the one person who stuck by me with all the wrongs i put her through. You are an amazing person, friend, sister, mother, girlfriend and one day you will be an amazing wife. I wish you the best, even if I'm not your husband I hope the man you marry truly love you like I love you but don't do the things I did to you. Let's be honest the love I have for you is unexplainable, it's hard for me to explain it cause nobody ever made me feel the way you make me feel. Nothing means more to me then you do. I'm in love with everything about you, flaws and all. I don't know what else to say so I'm end it here but just know I'm always have love for you, forever and always no matter what happens between us.
Love, king

After I finished it I folded it up putting it in a envelope. " done?" Dee asked walking up to me. I shook my head yeah handing her the letter. She put the bear in the box and the letter on top. " what time London get home from work again?" She asked sitting down. I looked at my watch. " about 30 minutes, she gone pick up summer from my mamas house before she come straight home. " well let's gone head and set this stuff up" she said grabbing a box. " I'm taking my own car cause I have to check on Mel after I leave your place" I nod in agreement. I hopped in my car after putting a box in the back seat. I drove home. Pulling in the parking lot I got out  and grabbed a box. Dee got out the car getting the smaller bags from her car.  Dee followed followed me too the room we shared. I   Put the box on the bed then went to get the other one.  After setting things up dee left. London had to love this. I had rose pedels on the floor and in the bathtub, floating in hot water, candles lit. A trey of fruit including her favorite chocolate covered strawberries sitting in front of her Victoria secret and bath and body works bag. I looked at my watch. She should be walking in the door right about.." I was saying before the door opened. Summer walked in in first then London walked in. " how was work?" I said following her to the room. " it went better then I expected it too" she said shrugging. She look down then stopped in the mist of her steps. " what's all this for?" She said turning around. " you, I have a surprise for you" I said walking to her room as she followed. "What's all this for?" She said as she looked at everything. " just to show you how much I appreciate you" I said rubbing my chin. " really?" She said in a unhappy voice. " yeah why you look and sound sad?" I asked.  She shook her head no. " no what?" I asked confused. " I can't take this" she said shaking her head no still. " why not?" I asked confused. The door opened then shut. " did you get a head start on packing ?" Naomi asked London when she came in the room. " head start? Packing? What's going on? Where are you going?" I asked confused. " yeah" she said looking from me to Naomi.  Naomi then went in the closet and came out carrying boxes with Londons things in it. London grabbed boxes helping Naomi load them in the car. When they were on their last boxes each I seen summer at the door with tears rushing down her face. She ran to me repeating "mommys leaving". " where all this coming from?" I asked wanting to know what made her want to move. " it's better for me and the baby, maybe it was better if we were just bestfriend" she said walking out the door shutting it behind her. Damn I did all this for nothing? I wasted money and time on this. I stood in shock with summer in my arms. She's pregnant? When did she become pregnant? I asked myself as I sat down on the bed sitting summer on my lap.