How I Really Feel

This Girl

There's this girl who's just so fucking annoying.

Her name? Stacey.

I'll tell you what makes her so annoying.

I met her back in the first grade. She bullied so many people, and she hated me because I was the teacher's pet. I stayed away from her though, but that didn't do much since we were classmates and she sat two seats away. When the first grade ended I did everything to stay away from her since I was not social at all growing up. Through the years, I heard so many things about her. Like, when she was in the fourth grade she kissed the most popular tomboy in the batch by force, (we were in an all girl school) let's hide her by the name "Alex". When the summer came my mom was worried about me since I always avoided people. She already enrolled me in piano lessons that same year thinking it would help me. It did, but that just made me want to be alone all the more. So when summer came, she enrolled me into an acting workshop. I begged her not to do it and I mean I cried and begged her so much, she still did anyway. 

At the end of all this, I ended up liking acting , specifically on stage acting, so when school came, oh wow. I became so social, I joined the acting club, became the class clown, multiple teachers' pet, and popular. This year was the best, I even had a "group". Anyway, the class I ended up in had all four most popular tomboys in the batch, yes including Alex. Throughout the year so much drama and incidents happened in my class, but one incident really stood out for me. Alex went to the bathroom during lunch time, but then quickly ran out and sat on her seat with her head down, I was her seatmate so I heard her crying. I didn't tell anyone she was crying and I let her cool down a bit. After maybe three minutes, I put my hand on her shoulder and asked her what happened. She stayed quiet for five seconds and then said "the bathroom". I quickly stood up and went to the bathroom, what I saw really surprised me. On one of the cubicles read in purple paint "FUCK YOU ALEX AND YOUR WHOLE CLASS". I ran out and some students noticed and tried the approach me, after I shooed them I'm guessing they checked the bathroom, because next thing I know the whole batch knows. I asked Alex who did it and she said she didn't know and asked me not to tell the teacher. I nodded, stood up and saw her friends at the door waiting for her. I told Alex , she thanked me and went to her friends. I had no plan of telling the teacher but our class president already told our adviser.

I know what you're thinking, what does this have to do with Stacey? Well, I think it was her. The teachers never found who did it but I really do think it was Stacey. Because she really thought they were a thing but Alex said they weren't. This happened a day before this incident. I never told anyone about it and how I though it was Stacey.

The following year, Stacey became my classmate once again after 5 years. I avoided her as much as possible but then my friend, let's hide her by the name "Rain", added her to a group chat I was in in viber. I found out that she also watched Maid Sama (yes I'm an otaku) and we gradually became closer. I never said anything about her being my best friend though. Remember the group I was talking about before? Well Rain was in that group and so was another girl I'll be hiding by the name "Bianca". Bianca and I have been friends since the first grade but became bff's in the year previous to this. So the group's members slowly drifted away but some still staying together. And in short, Bianca and I became bff's. But then, one day during the first quarter Stacey came to me and just started calling me her best friend. Honestly I thought she was doing it to become popular since I was. I brushed her off but then noticed that this affected Bianca. She'd pretend that she was okay, but then she stopped hanging out with me because Stacey would always come with. Bianca started hanging out with other people she couldn't relate with, in the end she hung out with me and Stacey. Although Bianca and I would always talk online more than real life because of Stacey, she never talked about Stacey though.