How I Really Feel

"this isn't serious"

I was looking through our (mine and stacey's) old chats in messenger and I found one where it goes:

Me: Hey was I the one Phoebe talked about in her sc??
Stacey: Yeah it was you.
Me: WAIT SERIOUSLY?? IS THIS ABOUT WHAT I DID EARLIER??
Stacey: I WON'T TELL YOU YOU'RE SUCH A BLABBER.
Me: PLEASE JUST TELL ME.
Me: WOW I'M A BLABBER??? THAT'S THE MOST OFFENSIVE THING I'VE EVER HEARD!
Me: Please just tell me
Me: Stacey
Me: Hey
Me: Just tell me
Stacey: MY GOD SHUT THE FUCK UP
Me: THEN TELL ME
Stacey: WHY? SO YOU CAN BRAG ABOUT IT TO THE GROUP CHAT? AND SAY "WHAT'S HER PROBLEM?"
Me: what
Stacey: ughh nothing

I remember after that convo I "scratched" again. Phoebe is someone I've disliked for a while. I'm trying to be nice to her and she's trying to be nice to me. But we both know that there's just some awkwardness between us.
By "group chat" Stacey ment this group chat in kik which she invited me to. I don't ever talk there anyway. So I was really angry when she thought I was looking for attention. Lile wtf?? I want to know because the matter concerns me not because I want to brag. Like what would I brag anyway?? "Oh, hey guys! There's this girl qho hates me!" HAHAHA IS THAT WHAT YOU THOUGHT??

It's really saddening now that I think about it. We were so close before, and we didn't have problems with each other. We'd call each other and talk for more than an hour usually every day. Like she felt like a real friend and for a second I thought she was actually going to be my best friend forever.

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