A Little Reminder that I Will Never Forget You.

Chapter 3

I was watching TV drinking and crying.

“I miss him” I sighed as I drank more and then lay on the floor thinking, it have been a month since I heard about him his dog licked my face and I laughed (I laugh a lot when I am drunk) he seemed sad I guess even the dog is missing him, I heard someone unlocking the door I ignored it I bet it his sister or mother as always, they just come and check if I am alright but when I ask them about him they never reply to me.

“Michelle?” his voice I turned to him and he was shocked, the beer was next to me I was laying on the floor my stomach was shown I was wearing a short pants, my hair was messy and my eyes were red because I was crying.

“IAAAN!” I jumped from my place and hugged him he pushed me away and looked at my eyes

“you were crying?” he told me in his sad tune voice. I gave him my back I rubbed my face fixed my hair with my hands and then I faced him with a big smile

“TAN TAN SEE” he came closer and kissed me, I missed his kiss I so badly wish this kiss would last forever tears fell but I couldn’t stop them, I so badly missed him that it is making me cry more I stopped our kiss and crawled on the floor and hugged myself

“Michelle?” I couldn’t move I wanted to cry, when it came to Ian I was so weak I felt his strong arms holding me and I was facing him, his eyes were full of sadness and it was all my fault again I smiled and tears were falling he hugged and kissed me.

I opened my eyes and realized it was a dream, I sighed and got off my bed .. WAIT! I WAS IN MY ROOM BUT HOW? I tried to remember what happened yesterday and I couldn’t, everything was blank FUCK THIS SHIT! I walked to the bathroom and when I saw myself at the mirror I looked like a shit and I had some tears on my eyes.

“I was crying?” I sat on the floor and hugged myself, I had a dream about Ian again? I have to stop dreaming about him it have been making me have bad days specially since today is my birthday I have to enjoy every moment of it.

I walked to my suitcase took a black ripped jeans and Of Mice & Men shirt looked for my iPhone and walked to Lauren room I knocked on her door for about 10 times and she didn’t even opened the door I sighed and dialed her number, I waited for her to pick up

“Hello?” Lauren said, looks like she just woke up

“LAUREN WHERE ARE YOU?”

“DAMN IT CHE! I WAS SLEEPING!” she screamed I laughed so hard and she sighed

“Come on wake up I will go and check on Sophie”

“Oh don’t Sophie went to visit her grandmother”

“oh okay” her grandmother, she never told me about her .

“I am going to eat breakfast in my pajama are you outside?”

“I am” she opened the door and took my hand

“but you are not wearing a pajama?” she was wearing a Jeans and a t-shirt

“I slept on them”

“oh okay”

“Let’s go and have a breakfast” she smiled at me and we walked down and ate our breakfast

While eating;

“So Che how did yesterday went?” Lauren said while drinking her coffee

“I don’t remember anything!” I told her

“WHAT?!” she screamed and everyone looked at us

“calm down! Why are you shocked?” she stopped drinking her coffee