A Little Reminder that I Will Never Forget You.

Chapter 23

it passed days since i left my parents and went with Ian and i also told him about the fact Ben raped me, it was hard for Ian to get over it he many times went to the crazy hospital where Ben was but they didn't actually let him visit Ben because they knew Ian was never a fan of him or will be let's say.

"Michelle?" Ian asked me while i was playing with the dogs and i got spaced out i don't balme him looking worried

"Yes?" i smiled

"are you fine?" he said, his eyes were full of sadness and i fucking hated this more than anything on this earth

"yes i am, just thinking about what happened to me the past day but don't worry i got over it" i said kissing the dog, yes i have to explain to Ian what the fuck is wrong with me or he will think i am still scared from Ben and he won't leave me alone thanks god i stopped dreaming about him but the fear of him is still in my heart

"well good" he said coming to me and kissed my nose

i smiled, you see now i am actually fine i mean i don't mind getting teh fact touched by people again but still i can't sleep when the lights are not on. my father is happy that he can hug me again while my mother is thankful of Ian while he is not, he still blame it all on him while Lee's voice can't look at me or meet because of what happened she balme herself i mean come on what happened happend get over it guys

"you cute little dog" i told the dog when it licked my face

"Chel" Ian said while drinking his coffee

"yes my dear?" i told him while giggling

"you so sound my mother"

"that was the point" i said laughing

"i see"

"oh come on Ian, i am just having fun you know?" i told him

"yes i know" he said i run to him and hugged him he hugged me back while rubbing his face by my face

"why you are so tall Ian?" i asked him

"because i have to be tall, stupid"

"no i am not joking, i am so short next to you"

"so i would be able to carry you in our wedding" i opened my eyes

"WHAT?"

"Michelle?" i raised my head to see him

"yes?"

'you have to get ready, we are going to meet Lauren and Sophie"

"oh fuck i forgot" i said then looked at myself and then smelled myself

"Ian" i said smiling

"yes"

"let's shower together" i gave him my puppy face

"hmm"

"COME ON IAN"

"don't scream, and yeah sure" he said i started jumping around

"let's go" i held his hands and walked to the bathroom i took of my cloth so he did, he opened the water and checked if it was hot because he knows i don't shower in a cold water specially not in Wales

i walked in and now i was facing him but yes i was looking above while he was looking down (sometime i hate the fact i am short) he smiled, LET ME MELT RIGHT NOW, fuck Michelle foucs!

"Ian" i told him

"yes my sunshine"

"i love you" i stood on Ian's leg and raised my toe to reach him and kiss him (yet i didn't) he lowed his head and i kissed him