“Michelle?” Ian said, hearing Ian calling my name gave me butterflies which is bad because he is in front of me and I didn’t want to do something stupid like always, I just hide my face because I wasn’t in the mood to face him I hope the guys will save me and give him a good excuse and he will believe them.
“Ian, she is asleep I guess she fell asleep while watching the match” Jamie said, bad excuse JAMIE BAD!
“really?” He said, tears fell MICHELLE WHY YOU ARE SUCH A DRAMA QUEEN WHY? I FUCKING HATE YOU
“shut up guys” Stuart said in a boring tune, he walked near me because I felt his shoe sound he held my hand
“come with me Michelle” he pulled me and Ian looked at me he was shocked those tears were on my eyes, I let go of Stuart hands and I whipped my tears so quickly. Ian’s face was so painful to look at and I was about to tell him my feelings I fucking hate this WHY?
“Michelle?” Luke said. but I am afraid what if he said he don’t love me and the guys were joking
“I guess she is spacing out as always” Lee said. I would die if he said no or UGH I CAN’T THINK OF SOMETHING
“MICHELLE” Mike said as he was shaking me
“Huh?” I told them
“I told you, she was spacing out” Lee said
“Pull him and talk to him alone, we will be here” Stuart whispered in my ears and I blushed
“so guys, THANK YOU I had fun watching the match” I said, while walking I took Ian’s hand and pull it with me I saw the guys giving me a good luck signs and I sighed I turned to Ian and looked at him
“Can we talk before I leave?” I was blushing, oh my fucking god it is not my time to!
“yeah sure, let’s go to the pool room nobody will be there” Ian said, I blushed more MICHELLE YOU DIRTY BIRDIE! We started walking and I was thinking what to say how to start I was blushing more and feeling hot, Michelle you have a great timing my love. We entered the pool room and he was looking at me.
“go ahead” he told me, why the fuck he was making it sounds easy, UGH IAN I FUCKING HATE YOU FOR 30 SECONDS!
“Michelle?” he sighed, but Michelle how you will start this? Don’t tell me you will make it sound easy what if I couldn’t tell him what if I just died? What if I told him I would jump in the pool and kill myself? Wait he might save me
“Spacing out again?” he touched my shoulder and I jumped
“oh, I am sorry” I said looking down blushing, GREAT MICHELLE!
“so, what you were going to tell me?” he looked at me
“I don’t know how to say this” I shut up I didn’t say any word after it, I was about to cry I don’t know how I will tell Ian my real feelings
“you see, I actually first didn’t knew if I was sure about this but then every time I tried to prove myself wrong I see that I am right, nobody believed me in the start, which I don’t blame them but I didn’t know what to do or say but then the boys knew something wrong and I heard you guys talking and it broke me more and more I couldn’t let myself fall like this I had to be strong, I had to fight for it” the last 5 words were whisper, my tears started to fall I couldn’t stop it MICHELLE YOU FUCKING CUNT DON’T CRY IN FRONT OF IAN
“Michelle” he came to me and hugged me, he was big to me but his body was made like it was meant I would continue it, I hugged him back
“Ian, I don’t know what to do I am afraid if I told you, you won’t accept me for what I am, I swear I tried everything to prove myself I am wrong”
“Michelle, just say it” I am going mental, the way Ian Watkins says my name drive me crazy I had to tell him, now or never
“Ian…” I couldn’t these 3 words were not getting out of my mouth
“say those 3 words and then I am yours my Michelle” I blushed and hugged him harder
“i…” I felt tears falling, was it happiness tears?
“I Love you Ian Watkins with all my heart” he smiled I felt that and his hug was harder than before
“I love you too” this was just like my dreams whenever I told Ian I love him, he would tell me he loves me back I just looked at him, IAN WATKINS JUST TOLD ME HE LOVES ME! I let go of the hug and gave him my back, I was blushing like maniac, he turned me to him we were facing each other and he did something I never thought he would, Ian Watkins kissed me for the first time, firs time and I was sure what was going between us I didn’t know what to do I just kissed him and let go of him
“I am sorry” I told Ian and looked down, he laughed at me and played with my nose
“you know, this your first time talking a lot in front of me?” he said and I blushed more
“did i?” I asked him and he hugged playful
“you did” I took my hat and hide my face, why the hell I won’t stop blushing? My mobile rang and when I saw it, it was written Ben.
“sorry, I have to pick it” I was ready to run away but he held me and kissed my neck
“see you soon, Michelle” the way he said my name in the end gave me butterflies I ran outside of the pool room and picked up
“BEN THANK YOU FOR SAVING ME” I told him
“huh, what I did?” he asked
“nothing, nothing” I laughed and he laughed with me
“Michelle you are here?” he asked me like I am not talking to him
“Ben, what the fuck I am still on the line!”
“no I mean like here, here”
“here where?”
“look behind you” I turned my face and saw Ben
“BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN” I ran to him jumped on him and hugged him
“Michelle, I barely could breath” he said between every breath, but something killed me Ian looked at me his looks broke my heart I felt like I betrayed him while I didn’t
“sorry” I let go of him
“it is okay”
“hey Ben, I have to go now okay” I had to return to the guys and tell them what happened they had to know that I finally fucking told Ian about my feelings
“yeah sure, but don’t forget we have to hang out later okay?” I hugged him
“sure, bye” I left and went to the room where the guys were
“HELLO” I screamed and they all turned to me, Ian looked at me and smiled
“So?” Lee asked
“yeah tell us what happened?” Luke said
“everything you wished” they guys came to us and congarts us and it was epic fun I was actually happy, Ian came to me and hugged me
“Michelle, I love you” he said as kissing me on my lips, it felt HEAVEN
“I love you too” I kissed him back and he just smiled with that killer smile
And everything was just like my dreams.
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I know I wrote this chapter and it sounds like the end, but it is not well maybe the end is near I don’t know yet but I am enjoying writing the story so I don’t think so xD anyway I am sorry if this chapter sucks had to write it fast because I am so sleepy and the first parts I wrote it in the morning and see you tomorrow with a new chapter.
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A Little Reminder that I Will Never Forget You.
FanfictionMichelle Evans, non of her friends believes she really loves Ian (from lostprophets), they think it is just a normal love because he is in a band, whenever she tries to forget him, they won't let her, will he loves her back or she will just give up...
