A Little Reminder that I Will Never Forget You.

Chapter 33

Michelle point of view;

i woke up feeling i am sleeping over someone's body i opened my eyes and when i looked up i saw Ian he looked so peaceful when he was asleep i wanted to kiss him but i was afraid to wake him up when i moved my head i saw the drugs i took and the blood that was on the blanket i saw my hand and the cut is still fresh and it fucking hurts i don't know how i will tell Ian what happened what if he ran away? what if he won't see me as he used to see me? i can't even tell him what really happened it was breaking my heart more

"Michelle?" Ian said. i really have to do something i need to do something or it won't even work

"Baby?" what if what if..

"Michelle" he shouted and i jump, he saw my face and laughed i just smiled back but then my smile died.

Ian point of view;

i felt her moving when i opened my eyes i saw Michelle she was looking at the mess she did and i can feel she was feeling bad i wanted to know why she called me why me? why not Ben? why not her best friends? she barely knew me, is that even a good thing to say?

"Michelle?" i said, she wasn't even answering me but she was seeing the blanket if i didn't put it on her would have been better

"Baby?" she didn't answer

"Michelle" i shouted she jumped and her face was so priceless that i laughed so hard that i could feel tears she smiled back but then her smile broke and i knew what every happened to her came to mind so i held her hands and smiled to her

"Ian" was all she said as she ran to the bathroom and locked the door, when i looked at the floor the drugs were not there, FUCK!

"Michelle open the fucking door before i break it" i said

"IAN GO AWAY" she was crying

"Michelle i said open the door" i was calm, still.

"I WANT TO DIE GO AWAY!"

"FUCK YOU MICHELLE ALL WHAT YOU DID CALL ME TELL ME TO COME HERE AND THEN WHAT YOU WANT TO DIE, YOU KNOW WHAT?" i said i wanted her to say what but she didn't

"DIE YOU CUNT" i throw the wine on the floor and it broke i took my bag and i looked at the door i opened the door of the room when i heard opening the door and running to me

"don't leave me Ian" she had new cuts, looks like she cut herself i so badly want to kill her for doing this but she don't want to tell me what is going on i just hugged her

"Ian i am sorry" she said, i felt the blood on her hands were on my t-shirt but all what i did is took her hand and kissed it

"i love you" i told her when i saw her she was crying, wait which kind of tears were these?

"Ian thank you for not telling my father" she said

"Michelle, Tell Me" i told her

"promise you won't run away" she said

"you know i won't" i told her hugging her

"what if you did?" i walked to the bathroom took the knife and gave it to her

"hurt me" i told her, she just opened her eyes

"I CAN'T" she said

"if i hurt you will be able to do" she just looked me in the eyes and nodded

"long story or short?" she asked

"whatever you want" she sighed, took a pillow hugged it and closed her eyes as she started talking