A Little Reminder that I Will Never Forget You.

Chapter 31

"Michelle, till when you will keep running?" Ben told me as he held my hands he looked at my his eyes were full of worries and shits i look like a shit i am sure because whenever i showered i look at myself i look shit i never felt good i can't take anymore of this world i couldn't even living for Summer have been a good idea but then the idea died in my head as i know what happened, you must tell me "oh why you didn't ask him" first of all, i won't balme Ian i was a fan okay? second all what i did was bought Ian troubles what does he wants from me? it was a fantsay, a story i always wished i lived but this is not working he woudl love me back? it was all bullshits nothing made sense NOTHING!

"Michelle don't cry" Ben hugged me as he told me, i didn't hug him back i never i never told him something and he never asked me, Ben is the only person i can trust right now.

2 months ago;

i knocked on his door as strong as i could and then i stopped i fell on the ground crying every piece of my heart was broken and i knew it but i couldn't do anything or ask of anything i felt someone opened the door it was rainging and i look like i jumped on a pool

"OH MY GOD BEN COME"  a girl shouted Ben's name, she held my hands and hugged me

"honey are you fine?" she asked me i just shaked my head No

"yes honey?" when i saw Ben he was just wearing boxer i got on my toe and hugged Ben cried harder

"Michelle?" he pulled me as i was facing him i was crying so hard

"Ben i will take her inside you better shower okay?" he nodded the girl held my hands she didn't ask him what i saw, i was happy for him actually.

we went inside she was smiling the whole time while i was crying, she pointed at the sofa and i sat there she gave me a big teddy bear

"this is teddy is a make feel better teddy, hug it and cry while i will get you some choco" i just looked at her like she was reading my mind

"i am not crazy just trust me on that" she kissed my cheek, i did what she told me and i actually felt better

it passed hours and they asked me million question and i didn't even answer one but they didn't gave up but in the end the girl Eve she held me and hugged me until i fell back asleep

the past week i lived with them i just told them one word

"don't let them find me"

since back then my father called Ben and he said he don't know about me he also went to help them looking for me, whenever he went there he would take a picture of Summer and show me she was growing up i just couldn't nobody told about Ian but i don't fucking care anymore because i know in the end he will hurt me i was just a fan, a fan who used to stalk him.

i thought my love to Ian was real but i am just a Fan, this fairtale is a bullshit i was i never did this, i wish i never met lostprophets i wish they never ever exist, FUCK YOU IAN!

"Michelle?" Ben said again he was worried and Eve was next to him, i just smiled and they sighed

"good, now we know you feel better" they smiled and hugged me both, Eve held my hands and we were now in the living room

"to make you feel better, i just bought your favorite movie with some ice cream, popcorn and jeally bean" she smiled to me and gave her best smile and kissed me, i took a paper and wrote

THANK YOU EVE Xo

after she saw the paper she hugged me again and we started watching the movie wishing things would get better but it was just a dream and nothing would get better because i was dreaming and i wished i never flew to London for my birthday.

the next few days;

Ben's point of view;

"hello" i said as i enter Michelle's father house everything was messed around there

"WHERE THE FUCK SHE IS" Ian shouted as he was going to break something but Luke held his hands, i was feeling bad for not telling them but Michelle felt like she needed that and i couldn't not give her what she wants.

"Ian she is fine" i told him

'HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU SURE BEN?" he was about to kick me i swear he lost it

"because she didn't call anyone of us yet"

"WHERE IS SHE?"

"Ian did something happen between you guys? i am sure Michelle would never leave Summer like this!" Eric shouted on Ian, but Ian didn't talk just like Michelle whenever we asked them they never answered Summer is crying right now i went to her held her hands and she stopped crying which was good

"Mommy is good Summer and she loves you" i told her the truth with all my heart

Michelle Point of View;

i wrote a small note to Eve and told her i am going out for a walk i bet she will panic or kill me but hey i got sick from sitting here i walked and walked and stopped at my favorite place a small park

i sat on the bench as i looked up at the sky the moon and stars were beautiful and i couldn't help but look at it

"i wish i could stay here forever" this was the first thing i said after not talking for who knows

"WHERE THE FUCK IS SHE" i heared Ian's voice, i got up and started to run when a huge hands held mine

"Michelle?" Ian looked like he was dreaming i was letting go of my hands i had to run i don't want to see him, i cried.

"Sunshine" he told me

"DON'T SUNSHINE ME ASSHOLE" i slapped his hand and i was ready to run with all my power but then he pushed me and my body hit the sand and he was on top of me

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?" i told him

'you will run"

"LEAVE ME ALONE" i cried he just held me as i started beating his back with my leg, i heard the guys and i saw Ben

"BEN TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME" i cried more

"Ian get off please from her" he told

'i won't'

"Michelle, my daughter" my father said

"why you ran away?" Eric said

"OH HE DIDN'T TELL YOU?"

"IAN GET THE FUCK OF ME"

"IAN HE CHEATED ON ME WHILE I WAS HOME RASING OUR FUCKIN SUMMER"

"Oh by the way how was sex?" my father held Ian and punched him, this broke my heart

"dad.."

"DON'T YOU DARE EVEN TOUCH MICHELLE AGAIN!" he took my hands i let go of my dad's

"dad you hurt him"

"OH NOW MICHELLE I HURT HIM, IF I EVER KNEW YOU WERE AROUND IAN I WILL KILL BOTH OF YOU" he took my hands as i was seeing Ian going far away from

i hate this

i didn't want this

i fell and cried

and then

fainted