IAN WATKINS KISSED ME. my eyes were wild open, looking at Ian like I am stupid or something I actually looked stupid why I am not moving I should just let go of him but I was shocked Ian’s lips tasted like Chocolate I bet he was eating chocolate in the plane or something MICHELLE FOUCS!, I break the kiss and I find myself hot I bet I am blushing like a motherfucker
“SORRY” I left them and started running to my grandma car and ignored my bag
“Miss Michelle, you forgot you bag” the driver told me
“can you get it?”
“yes” he walked away.
“WHAT THE FUCK” I screamed as I put my head between the pillow that was in the car, I kissed Ian instead of enjoying it I was shocked and I left him now how I will fucking meet them again? Me kissing Ian and then going to him like “yo what up dude?” NO NO THIS WILL NEVER WORK!
“Miss Michelle?” I felt the driver calling my name I faced him and sat normally
“Yes?”
“your grandmother asked me to bring you to the company do you mind?” he asked
“it is okay” I took my headphone out plugged it to my iPhone and started playing Asking Alexandria - Someone, Somewhere and I started singing along and tapping my hand as the guitar and drums beats
(BTW the song is over there >>> if you want to listen to it.)
“Even though I'm on my own, I know I'm not alone
Because I know there's someone, somewhere praying that I make it home
So here's one from the heart, my life right from the start
I need a home sweet home to call my own
It was you that told me I could do this
You put the music in my heart
And how you sang with the band in Memphis
It's hard just to be strong not knowing if I've done you proud
I like to imagine you smile when you hear my songs
Even though I'm on my own, I know I'm not alone
Because I know there's someone, somewhere praying that I make it home
So here's one from the heart, my life right from the start
I need a home sweet home to call my own
A letter home and I know we don't speak much
And we both know I'm not keen to but I think there's things I've left unsaid
I'm okay don't worry
I wish I'd been a better kid
I'm trying to slow down
I'm sorry for letting you down
Even though I'm on my own, I know I'm not alone
Because I know there's someone, somewhere praying that I make it home
So here's one from the heart, my life right from the start
I need a home sweet home to call my own
You know it's just rock and roll
I know you're by my side through it all
My terror twin and I
Let's take over the world
Even though I'm on my own, I know I'm not alone
Because I know there's someone, somewhere praying that I make it home
So here's one from the heart, my life right from the start
I need a home sweet home to call my own” when the song ended I felt tears falling I put my head between the pillow again and cried WHY THE FUCK EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF IAN WHY?! I don’t want him, why I kissed him? what the fucking asshole pushed him to, why he saved me? why he fucking comes into my dreams? Why I always dream we are in love? Why I ever met them? I wish I never knew lostprophets or none of this would happen and I would never been going thru this shit, I asked for love but I didn’t want a love that will never exist, it is like a curse not a miracle or something, if I could remove all this I wish I could
flash back;
we were in the meet and greet waiting for lostprophets coming out, I was actually so excited to see them after all these years! I been dying to see them
“LAUREN, SOPHIE I AM SOOO EXCITED TO SEE THEM” I told them while jumping
“calm Michelle” Lauren told me touching my hand to make me stop
“I can’t!” I was smiling when I heard the girls screaming I knew they came in and I was smiling like an idiot it was a big huge smile I saw Jamie, Lee, Luke and Mike, you can see the fact Lee is the quite one, he always is, you can see how awkward he can be alone if you don’t believe me check their videos and see Lee is the awkward one while the other are all loud and fun, the guys started going and checking people and I went back to our circle
“so what should we tell them?” I asked the girls
“Michelle everything will come out when you will meet them” Lauren told me
“she is talking like it is her first concert or something” Sophie said as she rolled her eyes
“oh shut up guys” I laughed at them and they just gave me “I am sick of this shit” look
“HELLO” Luke sang
“Hii” we all answered
“you have a funny accent” Jamie said
“we are American” I told them
“isn’t it cute having an American fans coming to our concert in London just to see us live?” Mike said, lee nodded
“so where are you guys from America?” Lee asked
“Ohio” Lauren said
“that is nice” Jamie said. we heard people screaming and I knew who came Ian and Stuart and they were walking to us
“WE ARE SO HAPPY TO MEET YOU ALL” I told them they were all smiling and talking till Ian came to us
“Hello” Ian said, when he talked I felt butterflies in my stomach I felt I was in love I wanted to hug him kiss him, you know when they say you know if you are in love from the first meeting, this just happened to me i felt I lost my voice or something I couldn’t talk…
“Michelle?” I heard him calling my name I just let go of the pillow and took the makeup bag and fixed my makeup and looked good, I walked inside the company following him to my grandma’s office I entered and I saw my grandma talking in the phone when she saw me she closed on whoever it was
“MY MICHELLE” I ran to her and gave her a big hug
“Granny” she hugged me back
“how you been?”
“I am good honey” she said smiling at me
“you look beautiful Michelle, the makeup suit you” I smiled at her
“thank you grandma”
“Boss, they reached” a lady she was wearing a black dress was up on her knee she actually looked pretty
“oh please let them come in”
“grandma I will leave then”
“oh Honey, please stay” I nodded , there were 5 boys coming in, I swear I know them! I know them! OH MY GOD
“Hello Samantha Evans, my name is Danielle Tofani” HE IS THE GUY FROM HOPES DIE LAST AND THE REST OF THE BAND!
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sorry for the short chapter, i actually might write another chapter tonight
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A Little Reminder that I Will Never Forget You.
FanfictionMichelle Evans, non of her friends believes she really loves Ian (from lostprophets), they think it is just a normal love because he is in a band, whenever she tries to forget him, they won't let her, will he loves her back or she will just give up...
