Beside You - Sequel to Unpredictable

5

Maddie's P.O.V.

"Bye guys. I'm going to go meet up with Gabrielle." Jai says once we get back to Michael's house. "Who's Gabrielle?" Calum asks. "His girlfriend." I singsong. He laughs and swats my arm.

"You have fun, okay?" I smile. "Okay, bye!"

Luke's eyebrows furrow and he looks at Jai. Oh.. He probably thinks that Jai and i were together.. Oh well. "Maddie can i talk to you?" Luke whispers. "No, leave me alone." I say and turn back to the rest. "Hey guys, i'm going to go back home." I announce.

"I'll come too, i left my jumper there." Luke says making me roll my eyes.

Once the door shut behind us i turned around to look at Luke. "What are you doing?"

"I needed my jumper. And to talk to you.." He confesses with a smile.

"I don't want you here.." I groan, "Just don't talk." I say and pull my sleeves down. "Fine.." He mumbles as we walk down the street. "Why are you so mad at everyone but the girls and Jai?" He asks. "I thought we agreed to no talking." I tell him and look away.

"Please tell me." He begs with his gorgeous blue eyes. I give in and sigh, "Okay well maybe because none of them, including you, had the courtesy of calling me to tell me that my boyfriend was cheating on me with a beautiful American girl." I say and cross my arms.

"I didn't chea- Well kinda. But you did too!" He exclaims, walking backwards so he can see my face.

"What the hell are you talking about?" I ask. Where did he get this bullshit from? "Well after i met Charisma, that same day actually, i saw a picture on Twitter of you and Jai. It looked like you two were about to kiss. I have it saved here." He shows me his phone screen.

"You idiot! That was when we do that whole, "Muwah, muwah" thing on the cheeks. You know, the thing that Ashton, Hayden, Jem, Cal, Mikey and Everest did. What we did? God, you really are stupid." I laugh and shake my head. Luke looks shocked for a second.

He opens his mouth but nothing comes out.

We walk up to my apartment and step inside. "Why didn't you call, Luke? Why couldn't you have broken up with me first. At least then i wouldn't have had to stare at all of those pictures of Charisma and you! The pain wouldn't be as bad. Did you know i didn't come out of my room for a month? i skipped a whole month of school because i couldn't handle the pain!" Tears spill and so does all the words i've been holing inside for this past eight months.

"I can eat, i can't sleep! I have nightmares. I lost twenty seven pounds. I'm sick. I threw up once when i had a dream of you touching Charisma. It was too much for me. I just-" I choke out.

"You ruined me.." I slide my back down the wall and sit on the hard floor. "You ruined me and i-" I cry and hug my knees.

"Maddie, I-"

"Save it, Luke. You don't care. Go be with your annoying girlfriend, Charisma." I sob and hug my knees tighter. "Maddie, look at me." Luke says and lifts my chin. Tears fall down his face silently as he looks into my eyes.

"I am so sorry. I fucked up so mu-much. I thought you had cheated on me. I just-" He pauses, "I wish i could go back and just call you. So i could actually talk to you. Maddie, i'm so sorry for hurting you. Please forgive me." He falls to the ground on his knees in front of me.

"I don't kn-" I start.

"Maddie, please. I love yo-" I crash my lips onto his and his arms go around me. I could taste his teats on his lips and it made me want to kiss him even more. His arms travel up my back and he pulls me onto his lap. "Luke.." I mumble and kiss him harder. I missed this. But this is wrong. So wrong.

I pull away and jump off his lap. "I-i'm sorry. You have a g-girlfriend. I didn't mean t-" Luke cuts me off with a small peck on the lips. "It's okay Maddie. "I love you." He smiles. "I l-love you too.." I hesitate.

He opens his arms, "C'mere." I walk to him and wrap my arms around his back. "I'm so sorry, Maddie."

"You should be.." I sniffle and burry my face into his chest.

"I'll leave Charisma tonight. I can't be with her, Maddie. I love you, not her." He tells me, stroking my hair in a soothing way.

"Just give me a chance." He whispers.

"I just need time. Don't fuck it up next time." I mumble. "Then i will give you all the time you need. I will never fuck it up Maddie. I want to be with you forever. Just promise you'll come back to me?" Luke asks. "I promise." I say and smile at him. The first real smile i've made in awhile.

Luke's P.O.V.

I hate myself.

I hate myself so goddamn much.

Fuck! Why am i such an idiot? Maddie didn't cheat on me! Why didn't i call her?

Now i'm standing in a hallway, holding my crying ex-girlfriend in my arms. No matter what i will fix her. I will fix her and never break her again. I will get my Maddie back whether it's the last thing i do. I need her, she needs me.

"I'm so sorry, Maddie."

"You should be.." She sniffles and buries her face into my chest.

"I'll leave Charisma tonight. I can't be with her, Maddie. I love you, not her." I tell Maddie, stroking her hair in a soothing way.

"Just give me a chance." I whisper.

"I just need time. Don't fuck it up next time." Maddie mumbles. "Then i will give you all the time you need. I will never fuck it up Maddie. I want to be with you forever. Just promise you'll come back to me?" I ask. "I promise."

I won't fuck it up this time. This will never happen again.

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I am so tired. It's 3 am. But i told myself i could not go to sleep
without updating chapter five. How was this drama filled chapter?
What was your favorite part? The picture at the top is how Luke looked when he looked at Maddie.

QOTD 1: Is Luke going to mess up again?

QOTD 2: Do you think Maddie will ever be fixed?

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~Melodee xx