i tried to kill myself..

bullied

when i was at my old school i was bullied by this kid. his name was noah and this is my story.

so in year 7, i was on instagram one day and this boy started talking to me and a couple friends of mine knew him so i was cool with it. he was flirting with me and then the conversation turned sexual.. he started asking me for nude photos and even wanted to send naked photos of his own parts. i turned this down as i didn't feel comfortable. so turns out this boy was noahs bestfriend.

fucking great.

the next day he'd spread rumours around the school saying that i was a whore and a slut and practically harrassed me. after school that day i got home and he started to sexually assult me. he would try and do things that i didn't like. he would sext me, act innapropriately towards me and more. the worst thing was that the teacher i had in one of the classes that day had seen what was hapening and didn't give a fuck. what? so my life pretty much went downward.

i blocked him on all social medias and everything that night.

everything stopped for a couple months then when i was in turkey, i posted a photo of myself. an innocent decent photo and he decided to take it upon himself to shame me.

at the time i had a toxic bestfriend who was a bad influence. she happened to share my account details at the time he msg'd me ( this happened on instagram ) and she took it upon herself to start talking back to him. bad idea. he thought i was the one who was talking and took all his friends to gang up on me. i was so sad, i was staying at my aunties house and i went to the bathroom, found a safety pin and started slicing up my legs. i would have used a razor blade but i didn't have access to it. 

he ruined my life. i moved to a different school because of him. i have permanent scars left because of what he did.