Raegans pov
I've been so distant towards justin. And I feel so bad. I don't mean it. I just have a lot going on. And I don't want to tell him about it cause then he'll stress.
And I want the baby to be ok. Yes the baby might not be mines but I love justin.
And I also love that baby yes it's not mine but I feel like it is mine.
It's just an instinct that I have.
I hop in the car trying to head home. I just couldn't focus. I didn't know my mom would get sick.
No no she doesn't have cancer. She's becoming mentally ill. She's starting to cut herself, and that's not ok.
How can I say that when I'm a cutter myself. No I haven't cut recently but it hurts seeing your own mom going through this.
I pull up at the drive way and park my car. I get my backpack and head inside. I can already hear yelling and I haven't even entered the house yet.
" WHY ARE YOU SO CRAZY WOMEN! AND YOU WONDER WHY I CHEATED ON YOU!! YOU DONT LET ME HAVE SPACE TO MYSELF YOUR ALWAYS UP MY TAIL ABOUT EVERYTHING!"
"WELL MAYBE IF YOU WERE HERE MORE FOR YOUR SON I WOULDN'T BE SO WORRIED AND ALL UP ON YOUR TAIL. YOUR NEVER HERE JAMES NEVER. I CALL YOU NIGHT TO DAY AND ALL THAT PHONE DOES IS RING I NEVER HERE YOUR VOICE FOR ALL I KNOW U CAN BE WITH ANOTHER CHICK JAMES. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. SO MUCH THAT I GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR YOU. I GAVE UP MY CHILDHOOD FOR U. I WAS PREGNANT WITH RAEGAN SO YOUNG AND EARLY. YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. AND EVERY SINCE WE MOVED HERE YOU'VE BEEN FAR LONG GONE JAMES WHAT HAPPENED."
"WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT HAPPENED WAS YOU TURNED INTO AN ANNOYING BITCH"
"IM JUST BEING A WOMEN AND A MOTHER ALL YOU ARE DOING IS SLEEPING AROUND."
I walk into the house I can't take all of this telling anymore.
This is hurting me. It's causing me to cry. Cry so many tears. How am I going to fight this.
My younger siblings are at daycare. They have no clue on what's going on.
They could be home any minute by now and I dont want them to walk in and see all of this they will be hurt.
"STOP! just stop yelling"
R- raegan Rm- raegans mom Rd- raegans dad
Rd- who are you to yell at me boy.
Rm- come on James don't talk to him like that.
Rd- don't talk to him like that? We are not even friends he is no where near my size.
Rm- but he is my son. Hes always been here for me.
R- dad just leave pls you haven't done anything to benefit this family only I have been doing something you haven't done nothing.
Raegans dad walks up to raegan and slaps him.
Rd- listen daughter I can stay here for as long as i want.
Raegans eyes just fill up with tears.
R- dad I'm a boy not a girl pls gender my right next time.
Rd- the last time I remembered you have a vagina not a dick.
R- well guess what dad. If I tool off my pants right now I can show u that I have one!
Rd- uh, Stephanie what is he talking about he can't have a dick?
Rm- well guess what he has one.
Rd- bullshit i dont believe this.
Raegan dad walk up to raegan and gets near his waist and pull down his pants and his underwear what they didn't know is that the siblings just walked into the house.
( Imma change raegans siblings name into something different the their real name ok)
Jo- John b- Briana
Jo- mom ... Dad what is going on
They say with tears down their eyes
B- why is raegan naked. Why is he crying why is mom crying?
Rd- kids get the hell out.
Rm- DONT YELL AT MY KIDS EVERY AGAIN YOU CAN YELL AT ME ALL YOU WANT BUT DONT U DARE YELL AT MY KIDS EVERY AGAIN!
R- M-mom pls tell him to leave.
Rm- im trying honey buts it's not working I'll call the cops.
Raegans mom runs for the phone but raegans dad wants gonna let that happen.
He runs to raegans mom and pulls her hair from the back and start to hit her repeatly.
All the kids- DAD STOP LEAVE HER ALONE PLS
Rd- IF YOU DONT SHUT THE HELL UP.
the kicks and punches her and raegans can't take it anymore.
He grabs a baseball bat and aims it for his dad's head.
He swing as hard as he can over and over again to make sure he's unconscious.
In the mean time while all of that is happening raegans younger siblings are calling 911
( The little kids on the Phone)
P- police k- kids
P- 911 whats your emergency.
K- m-my daddy was hitting my mom and she's bleeding right now. My brother just hit my dad with a baseball bat so now he's passed out
P- is he anywhere near y'all.
K- well he's passed out on the floor.
P- what's your address
K- maple *****
P- ok we will have the ambulance and the police on the way ok? Hang on tight.
K- ok.
P- bye bye now
They hang up on the phone then run over to raegan.
Hope y'all enjoyed sorry for any errors
