Justins pov
Raegan just hung up on me. He never does this. He always stays on call with me. If anything I'm the one who is begging him to let me sleep. " What's wrong Justin" Tyler says. " Raegan hung up on me and he never does that, he always love staying on the phone with me.... No matter what" I say. I feel so dead. I look down and play with my fingers and bit my lip. Siting and thinking on why he would of maybe hung up on me. Think. Think Justin. Nothing comes to mind. I don't know what had happen. Did I say something I wasnt supposed to? I start to cry. " Hey hey. Don't cry everything is going to be ok" Tyler says and he is holding my waist while I bury my head into his chest. " Hey justin?" " Yea" I say In a very tired and weak voice. " Is it right to tell someone how you feel even if it can risk a friendship even if the other person might freak out and be mad..." He says as he is pulling me closer. " It depends on what you are telling the person why?" I say so clueless. " Justin... I like you. I have feelings for you. Ive seen you in school when you didn't notice. We went to the same school. Just your shyness and you being clumsy and your laugh makes me laugh. And I can't help but smile. Everytime I think about you I get butterflies. Even right now me hugging u and telling you this scares me cause I don't know what you might say. It's only been a month since we have been here and I feel a connection. I know this very early to say but ... I love you.... Will you do the honors and be mine??" I sit there and tear up. He can't see my face cause my head is buried into chest and his head is on top of mines. I start to think. Do I want to be with Tyler? I haven't even had time to think ahead. All the signs make sense now. Or is he doing this to play me. He has always waited for me when it was breakfast,lunch, and dinner. Not once did he leave me behind. But. I still love raegan. How can I love someone else ans be with someone. I like Tyler. But do I love him? That's the question. Is he worth my time and tears, love, and patience. Right as i am thinking I hear a knock and the door opens "raegan?? RAEGAN!" I scream while I untangle myself from Tyler. I jump into his arms and cry my eyes out " I was so scared...." "Scared of what" "losing you...." I can see kales face turn into a smile to a frown. Something is up. Then I start to hear Rae sniff. " Justin.... I have to tell you ....*sniff* something" my heart starts to beat fast. My palms get very sweaty. "W-w-hat is it". He just looks at me as he breaks down even harder. And I start to cry a little. " I-i. After I left here. I went to that bar. And I got drunk and I fucked a girl.... I'm so sorry Justin.... I was just to hurt on what I did. And how I left everything...... I am so srry.... I broke the promise.." I look at him in disbelief. " Hey.. um justin you might want to see this" Tyler says. It's a video and it's named daddy Rae??? Wtf. He presses the play button. Are u ready for this bbyg. I'm going to make you cum so good in my mouth. And feel your body against mines as we twist and turn.
"Take it off tyler I don't want to see nor hear it anymore" I say. He takes it off and looks up to me and I look at raegan. "H-h-ow could you.." I say at the verge of crying " I trusted you ..... I loved you....." I here a sigh and it's coming from Tyler. " I know Justin.... And I'm sorry.. I wasn't in the right mind.. I thought u didnt love me anymore. That you didnt want to be with me.... When I want to be with you." " RAEGAN I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.. NO MATTER IF WE GET INTO A SMALL ARGUMENT I STILL LOVE YOU. GOSH DAMNIT. I CANT STAND BEING AWAY FROM YOU. DID YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS WHEN I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND U HAD TO GO TO SCHOOL? DID YOU KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN AND TEARS THAT HAVE FALLEN BC U JUST HUNG UP ON ME?!? AND LOOK RAEGAN JUST FUCKING LOOK. IM STILL HERE. IVE BEEN SO LOYAL TO YOU. EVERYONE WOULD IF WE WERE A COUPLE EVEN OUR FANS SHIP US. I WANTED U TO BE MINE RAEGAN. MINES AND MINE ALONE. NOT TO SOME SLUT. BUT YOU'RE NOT SEEING THAT APPARENTLY. SO YOU KNOW WHAT........" I take a deep breathe and think about this what I'm about to say. It's a risk but wth. I need to learn how to take risks in life. Everything is not easy. I get close up to his face and rase up his chin. He has so many tears going down his face. His nose and eyes are red. I slid my fingers in his hair and pull him close while he puts his arms around my waist. And I kiss him slow and steady. I deepen the kiss. Cause this might be the last kiss I'll ever give him in a while... " I *kiss* love *kiss* you *kiss* raegan. And I always *kiss* will, but *kiss* we need a *kiss* break right now...... Baby boy * deeper slow and passionate kiss *" I break the kiss and I have tears down my eyes. " Tyler ..... I'll be your boyfriend..." Damn. This hurts. But I want to see what Tyler can do... I don't love him. I only like him... I wanna see where this can go. No I'm. Not playing him but.... I need to see if it's just me whos messes up everything. " Ok justin I respect that just remember idc if your dating Tyler.... I still love you. You'll always be mine and when the time is right... It will be official." I smile and run to him and jump holding on to his neck I kiss him one more time " I love you more...and I'll wait ...I'll be ready for that day..." I smile and hug him tight with tears in my eyes. This is like saying goodbye... But it's not. It just needs to be repairing in our relationship.... And maybe and actual relationship to come... but as of right now we need time
Heyo guys hope y'all enjoyed give the chap some love how do y'all feel about this story so far??? Srry for any errors 😬
