Justin's pov
I just want to die I don't want to be here anymore all I get is hurt all this pain I can't take it why do I Always get this just let me die I can't take it I can't breathe I just want to be happy that's all I want to don't to be sad but it's hard all I do is get hurt when will ppl treat me right. All I want to be treated is right im in this hospital I'm stuck here I can't leave I won't have my freedom I'll be monitored I already have this lady that comes and checks up on me. More tears and tears fall down my face and I cry my chest aches I just want Raegan but I can't have him I pushed him away I need help he's right WHY ARE U HARD HEADED JUSTIN JUST LISTEN HES TRYING TO HELP HE LOVES YOU I scream in pain I cry as much as I can "WHY GOD WHY CANT I BE HAPPY" I cry out loud I can't take all this pain I want him pls come back to me Raegan pls I'm so srry I Messed up I can't be here by myself I can't. I grab these pills that I see on the side of the hospital bed. I try to undo the cap but it's not bugging my dad sees me and run " THIS CAP WONT OPEN!!!! Ahhhh" I scream while crying my dad takes the pills and hugs me " WHY DIDNT U LET ME DIE I JUST WANT TO DIE I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE PLS DAD ..... PLS" I cry out loud. Everybody in the hospital just looks into my room and cries " dad why just let me die .... Dad" I cry "no (sobs) no Justin I can't have that happen" we just cry and don't move.
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Nobody's pov
It's has been about 30 mins and Justin is asleep there is about 3 ppl watching and checking on him every 20 mins to make sure he doesn't try to commit. He's been given some sleeping meds. Cause all he did was cry he couldn't sleep on his own. He's laying there sleeping all u can hear is the machine beating to the thump of his heart beat every second. Justin's dad calls Raegan while Justin is sleeping " Raegan (sobs) Justin tried to commit again today can you pls come all he did was scream your name for 30 mins the doctors had to give him sleeping meds pls Rae come " his dad says " I'll be on (sobs) my way" Justin's dad just hangs up and looks at Justin and cries " my boy I want you to get better you will get better we are here to fight my boy I'll do anything for you to have your happiness back we need the Justin that always had a smile not the Justin that is sad we need u bud we need you to try and be happy. Put a smile on that handsome face my boy..... A smile" he leans and kisses Justin forehead and smiles and hopes for healing ❤️
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Raegans pov
I reach at the hospital and just look at Justin I lay next to him and hug him from behind and cuddle him he comes closer to me and tightens his grip I cry a little and rub my head on his " I love you Justin Blake I'll be here to see u recover and walk out the hospital a new happy person I don't care if u try to push me away ill b here for as long as I can bb boy" I study the pattern of his breathing and fall soundly asleep thinking once again I almost lost my love ......
I'm srry this was sad I'm not in the best of mood idk wats wrong with me. I can't just smile rn but I hope y'all enjoyed this 💕
