So guys I'm writing this chap cause I saw something and it was about Justin and honestly I miss the happy Justin. Im not saying he isn't happy but it's not the same type of happy and it's making me cry and idk wat else to do so Ye.... Pls no hate I'm not hating on jay I love him dearly but this is how I feel so yea lets get going with this chapter
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Justin's dream
It's been months now since me and Raegan has talked I feel as if I'm pushing him away but how?? I don't understand. I've been so inactive on everything. And everyone is getting worried about me. Everytime I check my Instagram im always tagged in things that say " I miss the old Justin" " every since the suicide attempt he's grown far apart" I think to myself Is this Raegan stopped talking to me?!?!? I've lost everyone. " hey babe " this tall adorable boy says I say hey bb back thinking it Raegan but it's not.... This person has dimples and has a big ass?? "Ummm who are you" I say " I'll make everything right Justin just wait and see" he says " my name is Tyler but you can call me daddy" he starts to get very close to me and I slowly back away. " wat is it bb are you scared??" He says " no I'm not but I'm very uncomfortable, where's Raegan ??.. I need him" I say as I get very scared " o don't u remember he's gone! He left you. He doesn't love you anymore " I start to Panic " wait wat do you mean he does love me....." I say very uncertain " did you think of that when you took your own life 3 months ago Justin Drew Blake" he says very sexually. Wat I killed myself no it can't be I'm in a hospital I didn't kill myself even tho I'll really want to " no it can't be" I say "it's true Blake there is no turning back now u lost everything. Everything that you ever cared for everything that you ever loved" he says as he rubs his 🍆 " so ... If I'm dead where am I" I say baking away as he is rubing his 🍆 while looking at my area " you are in hell Blake" " hell?" I say " yes, isn't this wat you ever wanted to be dead??" He gets really close to me // triggering part for some people// he rubs my area and it feels good !?!? But I don't want this. " n..no I don't want this p...please stop" I say as I moan in and out. " but I want you Blakey why don't u want me??" He says while unbottoning my pants at this point I feel very uncomfortable. " cause I want Raegan and I barely know you!!! Y...yes you are adorable b....but I want ra....Raegan" I moan in discomfort. " raegan is gone get that through your head Blake" he says at this point my pants are down as he squeezes my butt I feel very uncomfortable " please let me go" I cry I don't want this at all. Is this really happening ??? Am I about to get fucked by someone I don't even know ?? " he pulls my boxers down and looks surprised " your trans" " y... Yes now get off" I slap his hand but that doesn't do anything " I want you Blake I get wat I want" he start rubbing me and I don't like it but my area says something different he sticks in one finger and I Yelp in pain " wow very tight Justin" he starts to thrust " ahhhhh s...stop please this hurts" e starts to thrust faster it's like he doesn't even care " it will feel good soon" he says but it doesn't feel good at all I don't want this with him I don't know this kid I want Raegan that's all I need is this my punishment?? He takes out his 🍆 and it springs up " lay down Blake " he says " NO!! IM NOT LAYING DOWN WHO TF DO U THINK YOU ARE!!" I say " YOU BETTER LAY DOWN OR ELSE" he says "OR ELSE WAT TYLER!!" He doesn't even answer back he pushes me on the bed and opens my legs he sticks this 🍆 in me and thrust very fast he doesn't even let me adjust to his size he just thrust in me " OMG Blake you feel so g...good" he moans " w..well y..you don't n..now get off" I stutter " if it feels good why are you wet ??" "B...because it's my b..ody liking t.this n...not me" I say he thrust even fast and it hurts even more it feels like I'm bleeding like if he's tearing my insides into pieces " pls" I say crying I just want this to be over. He pulls out and sucks me . When will this hell be over "mmmmm taste sweet" he says " ew bitch if you don't get off of me" I kick him in the face he falls in pain I grab his 🍆 and bend it and squeeze it as hard as I can " now you know not to mess with me you ass" I say " I...ll g..et you Blake just watch and see" he laughs and the laughs get louder and louder my head starts to ring I feel very faint and I pass out on the floor
End of dream
Hope y'all enjoy loves I wish jaegan was still together but ig they are not together for the best right they don't wanna get hurt welp hope y'all enjoyed srry for any errors
