Baltimore's Finest

Part 13

Gucc

I stood on the bottom step of the porch calling out Ajai's name, but she kept walking and blocked me out. I called after her til I didn't see her nomore. I couldn't run after her because I knew when she got like this it wasn't no talking to her what so ever.

Zane sighed "I told you this was gonna happen" he said shaking his head.

"Man I didn't know she was gonna come here dummy" I tried to justify the situation.

"Wait... She's ya girl, she the girl that answered ya phone that day"? Shalisa asked pointing like A'Jai was still standing there.
I looked at her and nodded my head.

"I thought she was ready kill y'all bull" Zane said as a smile spread across his face.

I looked at him then at Shalisa, I had been fucking with Shalisa for a while now but she was just a little freak to me nothing more and she knew that. Only thing is she didn't know about A'Jai tho not saying she would have cared she just didn't know.

"She rolled up on ya ass nigga... To the point she was ready beat ya side bitch up" Zane said harshly, laughing his ass off.

Shalisa mugged him as she put her hand on her hip and tilted her head to side "I ain't no side bitch".

"Oh I'm sorry trick" Zane said before he burst out laughing.

"Fuck you Zane" she said giving him the finger.

Chill out" I said not wanting to hear them fuss back and forth right now.

"Nah fuck yaself shawdy" Zane said rude and carelessly.

"Stop playing with me za".. I cut her off.

"Yo I said chill" I said calmly with authority in my voice.

All my mind was on right now was how I was gonna explain this to my baby. I seen the hurt in her eyes I know I did her wrong but it was dumb mistake... I wasn't thinking but I didn't wanna lose my girl. My aunt came to the door shaking her head.

"You so wrong Gucc and you know it" my aunt said standing in the door way.

Damn, someone else to make me feel stupid.

A'Jai

I walked back in the house all sweaty and shaking I was so pissed I wanted to fuck some shit up. I slammed the door and caused Aria to jump up off the couch and run towards me.

"You okay... What happened"? She asked concerned by the way I looked and was acting.

I felt sick to my stomach like at any moment I was ready to throw my insides up. Not even saying shit to Aria I pushed passed her and ran upstairs to the bathroom where I leaned over throwing up in toliet. I fell down to the floor and pushed my knees up against my chest as I cried my heart out.

Gucc was my heart I loved him nobody could ever take his place, but I wasn't gonna let him hurt me this way. Let alone I was sitting her Confused and pregnant with his baby that I was unsure if I wanted to keep. How could the one that you gave ya heart to sit back and watch you hurt and don't even care??? He claimed he loved me, but every since he took my virginity he showed my little by little that I shouldn't believe that. I never imagined given that special piece of me away to anyone no time soon, but because Gucc had me under this love spell I was stuck.

Two days later I was laying across the doctors table with Esha by my side. I had just went through with the abortion and after the procedure was finished my heart hurt so bad from guilt that I couldn't even pull myself together. I had just killed my baby... Gucc's baby and didn't even tell him.

"What did I just do Esha??? I killed it" I bursted out in tears.

I pulled me halfway up and held me tight as I cried on her shoulder for a half in hour. After I got dressed I finally pulled myself together and we left the clinic.
For about a week I stayed at Esha's house, Nobody but Aria and my mother knew where I was and that's how I wanted to keep it for a while I didn't wanna face no one right now.

I laid across Esha's bed under the covers where I had been for days watching TV. Only time I got up was to bath or eat otherwise I stayed in bed mopping and watching reruns on tv.

Esha walked in the room in a pair of booty shorts and a t-shirt and climbed up on the bed with a bag of snacks in her hand.

"I got us some shit bitch" she said pulling candy, chips and ice cream bars out the bag.

I chuckled "Good... I'm glad you did you must have read my mind" .

Their was a peaceful silence between us as we watched TV until she broke it.

"A'Jai Gucc called me".

I shoved my shoulders with my eyes Still on the tv as I stuffed chips in my mouth.

"For the fifth time" she said again, this time I looked at her.

"Esha I really don't care and I hope you didn't tell him I was here" I said. When I noticed she was quiet I already knew she did.

"Really Esha" I said huffing and puffing as i got out the bed and looked for my clothes. I trusted her I told her not to tell him not and she did anyway.

"A'Jai y'all need to talk" she said in a begging voice.

"I didn't know that was ya decision... Thanks again Bestfriend" I said sarcastically removing my shorts replacing them with my jeans.

"A'Jai don't do that shit... I get it Gucc fucked up but you can't hide in her forever he misses you ... You can be mad at me right now but sooner or later you will love me again".

I rolled my eyes with a half smile "Whatever Esha" I said walking out her room slamming the door. I was furious but I knew I couldn't stay mad at my bestfriend forever.

Soon as I stepped downstairs there he was standing with hurt eyes. I wanted to run into his arms and cry but my pride wouldn't let me instead I just stood there and mugged him hard.

"A'Jai I'm sorry and I will never hurt you again and I mean it" he said, not to good with expressing my feelings.

I stood there looking at him with a cold stare. My cold stare eventually turnt into hurtful teary eyes.

"I miss you and I don't wanna ever have to be with out you" he said, a tear fall from my eye at the sound of his voice.

I missed him to, but how could I show that especially after I just killed his baby.

He stepped closer to me surprisely I didn't step back I stood my ground and stared at him "Say something babe" he said in a calm sensitive voice.

"I missed you too" I said sobbing a little.

He rubbed his hand down my face and stared deep into my brown eyes as I stared in his hazel eyes I couldn't really read his emotions but he's eyes told me what
I wanted to know. He kissed my lips softly as he gently pushed me up against the wall. He pulled my hands over my head as we tongued each other down like we hadn't seen each other in years.

Then something came over me and I stopped him. He looked at me weirdly and I looked away I couldn't make out with him not only was we standing in Esha's Living room, but I couldn't forget I just had an abortion that he couldn't find out about.

"What's wrong"? He asked.

"Nothing" I lied as I put my head down.

"We can go to my house" he touched my face and whispered in my ear, I instantly got the shivers from his touch.

"Nah... Im just not in the mode right now" I lied as I slide pass him Leaving him standing there looking Confused as shit.

He wasn't use to rejection from me so I knew he knew something was up with me. I just hope he didn't find out that the reason I turned him down for the first time was because I killed his child.