Disgusting. Pathetic little whore. Why did you let it happen again? You couldn't keep control over yourself, could you? You need that attention, don't lie to me, I know you do. Those waves of fiery agony to crash upon your shores of numb skin and hollow eyes. What a selfish whore you are. You let them have their way with you, just for the sake of having something to pity yourself for later on. Just because you think it's better to feel miserable than not to feel at all. But after all, the thrill isn't worth it and you return to your dull ways every time. Have you ever even thought about him? How you must have made him feel with your sickening, attention craving behaviour? Of course not. You only think about yourself.
