Journal Of Gwen Stacy

Page 20: Love; indefinable

Journal entry #20

Well, I'm now Gwendolyne Maxine Stacy Parker.
I guess..
God I am so happy, Peters honestly the best thing that has ever happened to me.
Geez, where do I start?
Well, Uhm, Peter.
Why do I love him?

Well, he's just one of the most annoying, stubborn, cheesy, hard core, mad, genius, lanky, adorable, attractive, pure, kind, geeky, and terrible at jokes. Whom is now my husband.

Yep, great material..

Okay, fine, I'll get to the cheesy stuff.
I fell in love with Peter, because well.. he just is so kind and... protective.. but in a good way.. he supports me whenever I'm down or for example if I've stubbed my toe. He will literally stop and drop everything and run over to make sure I'm okay, yeah, maybe a little too over protective..

But that's Peter..

I notice when he's around my family, he's so casual and polite, Simon always asks me if Peters coming round so they can play FIFA or cod..

Whenever he's just finished studying or saving the city, and he's doing nothing. He always says to me that he's thinking about me, making sure I'm ok..
As I said, he supports me in every decision I make, and he's proud of me. I try to do the same.. but he always has something to say or do when I see him. And whenever I'm down, he puts a massive smile on my face but just doing that sly smile. Or myself getting lost in his gaze...,he also makes me a better person.

If where in public, he doesn't care, we walk down the street hand in hand, he makes me more confident..
I just..
But he's so trustworthy and loyal. Peter puts himself in danger and let's me look after him if he's injured, sometimes he doesn't want me to worry but I kinda know him too well now, I can tell when he needs me..
But he always engages me to do things I love, even if he isn't there to do it with me..
And even though he says it way to much I just know he loves me.

I can't thank him enough for everything he's done for me. And I will always treasure every minute of every day I spend with him, every kiss, every hug, every smile.

I love you so much Bug-Boy.

Okay, onto the wedding..
It was honestly one of the best nights of my life.

When I walked down I was so nervous, but as soon as I saw him, the nerves went away. 

We said our vows and totally forgot to exchange the rings... that was probably the highlight of it..   MJ caught the bouquet. 

Later on, we have dinner and our first dance.. Peter spots someone outside and we wanted to find out who it was, 

Turns out, it was Tony Stark.. yep.

God, i don't even know what to say, we went to the tower because he needed our help, some what honeymoon this is.. I was kinda hoping we'd spend the night together, since it was our wedding, you know, the cheesy stuff, like going to a hotel or something.. waking up and flying to France or some shit.... 

But I'm still smiling, because there's  a tiny ring that is wrapped around my finger, a daily reminder for our love for each other..

Whelp, I guess I'll tell you if anything else happens..

-Gwen

A/n; I AM SOOOSOSOSOSOSO SORRYYYY ITS REALLY HARD TO UPDATE WHEN YOUR PARENTS ARE YELLING AT YOU AND TAKING YOUR TEC AWAY. My parents hate me atm. I'm down. But I'm always active.