Love And Pain - Calibri X Suicidal! Abused! Reader

Part 2 - Free?

Your POV:

Calibri seperated from the hug and wiped your tears away with his skeletal thumb. "Thanks for telling me. I'll keep it between us." Calibri promised. You smiled slightly. "S-sorry...I got your hoodie wet..." You apologized. Calibri just smiled and chuckled. "It's fine. Anyhow, wanna get a donut?" Calibri suggested. You nodded and Calibri grabbed your hand, gently. He pulled you out of the room and downstairs, then he pulled you outside. You and Calibri then started to sprint. You didn't know where the donut shop was, so you sprinted a bit behind Calibri.

It didn't take long before Calibri stopped sprinting, so you did too. You both were standing in front of a shop called Muffet's. Calibri started to walk in, holding your hand. You blushed and walked in with him. You didn't look at anyone, you just looked at the floor. You were lost in thought. You questioned yourself about many different things, and you wondered if Calibri would accept you if you told him more about yourself.

"Y/N?" You heard and looked up. You saw Calibri with a bag in his hand, the one that wasn't holding yours. "Yeah? What did I miss?" You asked, making Calibri giggle. "I got the donuts. Muffet said she wants to meet you sometime." Calibri explained. You nodded and smiled. You realized in that moment that you were...happy. When you lived with your dad you weren't happy. You'd cut yourself, leaving scars that still haven't faded. Hell, the day before you ran away you had cut yourself. But, now you're happy and you haven't felt the need.

Calibri giggled again, noticing that you had already spaced out. He pulled you outside of Muffet's and started walking to...somewhere. You snapped out of your train of thought and looked at Calibri, walking with him. "Where are we going, Cal?" You said, not even realizing the nickname. Calibri blushed and laughed nervously. "I wanted to show you where I go almost everyday. I haven't shown anyone, not even my parents." Calibri said. This showed that he trusted you a lot, just like how you trust him a lot. "Okay. It sounds fun, if you go there everyday!" You exclaimed, imagining somewhere...quiet. Somewhere that's not too hot and not too cold. Where it's a bit dark, but not too dark. Where it's safe.

"I had a friend, named Chara. We used to hang out all the time, but one day...they disapeared. I really wonder where they went. But meh, they're probably doing just fine. Wherever they are." Calibri shared. You nodded. Now you wondered where 'Chara' went too, even though you had no idea who they were or who they are. "I never had friends. It was me and my sister against the world. But, Laurie made some friends. I can never take having friends, because I feel like all they do is hurt and take. But, now I have you, if that's okay." You said and looked at Calibri. "Of course! We can be friends!" He replied. This excited you, but you didn't get your hopes up too high, just in case. A large, goofy smile appeared on your face.

Soon, Calibri stopped walking. You stopped too and looked around. There was a forest in front of you. "I-in there?" You asked. "Yeah! It's really cool, don't worry." Calibri said and stepped in, a bit of a tighter grip on your hand as Calibri walked in, pulling on your hand. You were a bit scared, but decided to go in. You followed Calibri into the forest, a bit nervous. But...you trust him. And you're not sure if he trusts you, but it seems like he trusts you a little bit. It got darker and darker as you both walked deeper and deeper into the forest. "May I eat the donut please?" You asked, wondering if food might help you calm down. "Sure." Calibri said and handed you the bag. "Thank you! Is the one with sprinkles mine?" You asked after peeking in the bag. There was a more purple donut and there was another purple donut, but with sprinkles. "Yeah. Is it alright?" Calibri asked. You took the donut out of the bag and took a bite. You tasted a burst of sugar and flavor, everywhere in your mouth. "It's so good! Thank you Cal!" You said.

Calibri smiled, and you didn't notice that your feet were practically moving on their own. You soon finished the donut and Calibri started eating his. After a short while, Calibri stopped again. You stopped too and looked around. It was a bit cooler than you expected, but there wasn't much snow on the ground. Just about...an inch of snow. There were a bunch of tree stumps, all next to eachother. There were also a bunch of flowers that were scattered everywhere. To you, it was beautiful. "Woah..." You muttered, not on purpose. Calibri looked at you, wanting to see and hear your reaction. "Do...you like it?" Calibri asked, a smile tugging at the sides of his mouth. "Like it? I love it!" You squealed and started looking around.

You saw a certain flower that was in a large and fancy pot. It was blue and it glowed brightly. "What's that?" You asked, nearing the flower. You touched the center of the flower. "What's that?" The flower repeated, making you scramble backwards. Calibri laughed as he went up to you and helped you up, because you had fallen onto your behind when you got frightened. "That is a flower called, an Echo Flower. If you say something to it and tap it, it will repeat what you said." Calibri explained. "Awesome!" You said and stared at the flower in awe. You had then remembered that you never thanked Calibri. "Oh! Thank you so much for taking me here Calibri!" You said and looked at Calibri. Calibri blushed a tint. "No problem!" He replied.

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WASSAAAAAAAAAAP?! Yeah I know, not 2,000 words like last chapter. But this time, it's 1,000 words. SO YE.