Love And Pain - Calibri X Suicidal! Abused! Reader

Part 14 - UnbeLEEvable

Lee's POV:

I noticed last night how much Sans was distracting me and everything I do. I MUST end that, no matter how I feel. I was planning on showing everyone on the surface how strong I actually am, and that I can make it out of the underground and empty it of it's strongest monsters. I remembered what happened before I fell into the Underground.

"Lee is just a wimp, she won't even be alive by the time she fights the first monster!" Jeremy told the other four guys in the group. They all snickered and I stood up. "Th-that's not true! I'll kill them all! And-and once I finish all of the strong monsters, I'll kill the weakest too!" I remarked. I stood proudly, only to get laughed at. My confidence went to an all-time low. "Lee the baby, about to climb mount Ebott? Oh please. You're the weakest human being I've ever met!" Another boy announced, his name was Phil. "I'll prove it! I'll do it right now! Follow me!" I told them.

I started marching to my house and the group followed me. We all soon got to my house and I went into the backyard. I found a knife on a table next to my parent's grill and went back to the group. "Well? Where's mount Ebott?" I asked. One girl was recording me on her phone. I then noticed that the group became much larger than before. Everyone thought I couldn't do it. 'I'll show them!' I thought to myself. "Follow me, I know where it is." Jeremy instructed. The entire group followed Jeremy for a 10 minute walk, and we found it. Mount Ebott. Everyone stayed at the bottom. I went in front of the group of my classmates and turned to look at them.

"Well... I guess this is goodbye. Tell my parents that I'm going to be gone. Tell everyone that I know of. Please, record this well. This is a great moment for me." I announced. People took their phones out and recorded. I started to climb. It was a hard and long climb, but it didn't matter. "I'm not a wimp." I told myself when I got to the top. I saw a cave. "Well, I guess I'll check it out. I went into the cave and saw a large hole. There were vines everywhere.

"How beautiful. I guess that's the righ-" Before I could finish my sentence, I tripped on a vine. I screamed as loud as I could as I fell and tears left my eyelids. I made sure I fell away from my knife so I wouldn't get stabbed. I hugged myself and cried as I fell. Some yellow flowers came into view and I hit my head.

- Later -

I woke up. I found my knife next to me and I grabbed it. "I. Am nowhere near being. A wimp." I told myself and sat up. It was very dark. I stood up and looked around, shaking in fear. "Why did I do this? I could be with my parents, cooking on the grill and hanging out at beaches like we always do... did." I questioned myself. I cried a bit and wiped my eyelids off. "No. Stop being a baby. You're already here. Move forwards." I told myself.

I walked forwards and held my knife tightly. I found Temmie. I traveled on. I found Asgore. After that though, Calibri and Y/N found me. I saw that Calibri was a monster. 'Who should I kill first? Obviously there would be no point to killing Y/N.' I watched Calibri closely. I took a small liking to Calibri for a short while, but soon dropped it. 'He should be saved to be killed. He's weak. Asgore, he's strong, but not for long.' I met Papyrus and Sans. After that, I met Laurie. 'If I'm going to kill anyone, I'd better split this house up and break relationships.' So, I did. I broke up Calibri and Y/N.

'But now, who's next?' I weighed my options. 'Calibri is weak and should be saved for later. Papyrus seems pretty weak when you first meet him, but if you watch closer... you'll notice his teleportation and ability to make things move and his summoning of bones. He's far too strong for me to handle. Sans. Sans is strong yet weak at the same time. He doesn't wish to hurt anyone. Everyone thinks he's weak. He's just like how I used to be, and I love him for that. But, with love comes... awful things. I saw what happened with Calibri and Y/N. Plus, love can come with manipulation and change. What if he changes?'

'What if he gets in my way? He already has! But... there are other monsters around. There are probably more that I've never met before. WHO IS NEXT?! This is too frustrating. But... I know that if I quit now... everyone on the surface will continue to bully and tease me. Make me feel like a weakling. I can't just allow that to happen, never again. I'll be the cruel girl known for emptying the entire Underground! The place that people are even scared to go to! I'll kill all of the monsters that I can! Nobody can or will stop me!'

(A whole chapter for Lee, just because I know you guys just love her so much *sarcasm*. So anyways, I want you to guess, who is Lee going to kill next? Or will she kill anyone at all?)