Love And Pain - Calibri X Suicidal! Abused! Reader

Part 5 - Home Alone ;)

Your POV:
You sipped your f/d (favorite drink), leaning on Calibri as you both watched a horror movie. A warm and fluffy blanket was on the both of you. Calibri looked a bit frightened from the movie, but the movie didn't scare you at all. Maybe a little on the jumpscares, but otherwise, not at all. You yawned and smiled, noticing that Calibri was holding tightly onto you. 'So cute...' You thought to yourself. Your cheeks turned red. You finished your f/d and set the empty mug on the ground. Suddenly, a clown with a scary face jumped in front of the screen. Calibri screeched and you started laughing. Calibri hugged you close and pouted. You stopped laughing and kissed his cheekbone. "Sorry, that was adorable Cal!" You cooed. Calibri closed his eyes (*throws logic out of window*) and said, "That clown was scary..." He shivered slightly and you tried not to laugh more. You shivered slightly when you felt Calibri's breath on your neck. You blushed deeply and stayed as still as you could. Calibri giggled and kissed your neck, making you squeak. You pushed him away from you, panting slightly. Calibri blushed and snickered and you held onto his arm.

His arm was...warm. You assumed that was because you had been cuddling with him all day. "Oh! I have an idea!" Calibri said, not specifically saying what his idea was. "What's your idea?" You asked, tilting your head a bit. "How about I show you around? Like...not just around here." Calibri suggested. You nodded, deciding that today was a good day for exploring. Calibri snuggled up to you. "After a bit more cuddling? Pleeeeaaaase~!" Calibri begged, putting his face next to your neck. You blushed a dark red and bit your bottom lip. "S-sure Cal." You sputtered nervously. 'This is a lot more than cuddling!' You thought to yourself and got the blanket back on you and Calibri (it fell off of the both of you when you pushed Calibri). Calibri kept his face near your neck, making you shiver again as you felt his breath on your neck. It was strangely warm. For some reason, you expected it to be cold. You suddenly felt Calibri kiss your neck once again. You blushed and hummed nervously and stopped biting your lip. Calibri chuckled slightly, obviously knowing you were nervous. You didn't realize until now that you were slowly laying down and that Calibri was slowly getting closer and on top of you.

You ((420 words)) started to breathe quickly, panting a bit. Everytime you get extremely close to Calibri, you feel a rush. You feel it in your chest and your face heats up. It makes your heart race and soar! 'Calibri has been...extra close to me lately. But that makes sense, because we started dating recently.' You thought to yourself. You felt something wet and cold on your neck. It wasn't too cold though. You held in a few "certain sounds" in your mouth. 'HE JUST LICKED MY NECK ASDFGHJKL-' You thought to yourself. You felt Calibri bite your neck and you yelped. It hurt a bit...but not too much. Calibri soon pulled away. "Now everyone will know just by looking at you that you're mine~." Calibri explained and winked. You went into doki doki land when Calibri went to get a paper towel. He worried that he made you bleed a bit too much (( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)). 'He...is so hot.' 'As we used to say at school, Smexy~!' 'What are Laurie and Calibri's family going to say if they see the mark?' 'Is it a hickey???' 'What even is a hickey?' 'I actually thought he was going to do something to me.' 'Do what?' 'Fu-'

You felt a wet paper towel being patted gently on the bite mark, taking you out of doki doki land. "T-thank you Calibri. Not just for wiping the blood away...but for treating me too~." You said, sort-of flirting at the same time. Calibri's face lit up in blush. "I can do more tonight if you want babe~." Calibri flirted back. You wanted to win this. "Okay. Upstairs in the bedroom then~?" You said in a seductive voice. Calibri blushed a bit darker. "We can even try it now if you want~." You added, feeling victorious. Calibri put the paper towel down on the floor and stood up. He nodded and took your hand. You stood up too and blushed. 'He's...he's really going to do it...I underestimated him.' You thought to yourself as he led you up the stairs. You went into his room first and sat on his bed. Calibri sat next to you. There was a bit of Lust in his eye(socket)s, and you felt your heart beat quickly.

Calibri put his hand on your chin and gently moved your head so that you were facing him. You thought you felt your heart stop for a moment, then start back up again. Calibri then kissed you and you melted into the kiss. You placed your hand on his cheek and he held your middle. Because of insecurities, you got extra nervous of him touching you there. 'Thanks anxiety for just showing up. Just kidding. F××× you.' A thought came into your head and you moved your lips a bit in the kiss. Calibri tilted his head a bit, deepening the kiss. He then licked your teeth, and you opened your mouth to gasp. Calibri licked around the inside of your mouth and you blushed deeply. You put your tongue in his mouth while he was doing so. He blushed and opened his mouth for you. Your tongues soon touched eachother. You blushed a tint darker and rubbed your tongue against Calibri's. Calibri moaned slightly and his cheeks were flushed in blush (rhyme not intended). Calibri rubbed his tongue against yours, and in seconds you were the one that moaned.

(Lmao cliffhanger *runs away*)