Your POV:
You are now in Calibri's room, sitting on the floor. He's outside the room, explaining to his parents about why you and him were gone for so long. You were thinking about...well, everything. After about thirty minutes (crazy, I know) Calibri came into the room. He saw you and sat next to you, leaning his back on the wall behind him. "So...we aren't in trouble, right?" You asked. Suddenly, you felt rude and started apologizing. "No, it's fine. We aren't in trouble." Calibri said and paused. The facial expression he was wearing showed that he wanted to say something. "Yeah?" You asked and he looked at you with a serious expression, but it calmed you. "I was just wondering...do you want to tell me about anything else?" Calibri questioned, wanting to learn more about you. A sudden wave of sorrow washed over you as you tried to gather your thoughts. You took a deep breath in. Then you counted down from five. Four. Three. Two. One. You released your breath. 'Should I...I...I should...' You thought to yourself.
You put a hand to your arm and started pushing your shirt's sleeve up. Slowly. Calibri watched, a bit confused. Then, his eyes widened. Cuts, some still fresh, were on your arm. They looked deep, most of them. Others were small. As you looked at each one, memories flooded your mind. You were now on the verge of tears, and you pushed the shirt sleeve of your other arm up. Calibri held your arms in his hands, gently and avoiding the cuts. He looked at your cuts and you couldn't see his face. When Calibri let go of your arms, you shoved the sleeves back down, harshly. You've never shown anyone your cuts, not even Laurie. You felt warmth, and saw with blurry vision, that Calibri was hugging you. You sighed slightly as tears started to fall. You hugged back, tightly.
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You and Calibri nodded. "Don't worry, we won't get into trouble." Calibri assured his parents and uncle. Laurie was in Calibri's room, sleeping. Calibri's parents nodded and his uncle sprinted out of the house, his normal blue scarf flying behind him. The door shut, and you turned to Calibri. "Movie?" You asked. "Movie." Calibri agreed, nodding slightly. You sat on the couch and Calibri sat next to you, a bit closer than usual. So close, that your shoulders were an inch from rubbing together. You blushed and so did Calibri. You hesitated and grabbed the t.v. remote, but it seemed like Calibri was going to grab the remote, thinking that you weren't. You and Calibri blushed deeply when you both realized that Calibri was holding onto your hand. Your breath came in and out, a lot faster than usual, but you weren't panting. Calibri looked at you and you looked at him. Silence. A nice, warm atmosphere. You smiled and Calibri smiled too.
Calibri chuckled a bit and put a comedy movie on. In the middle of the movie, you leaned on Calibri and rested your head on his shoulder. He blushed brightly and you giggled. He wrapped an arm around you, smiling. After that, you weren't paying attention to the movie, and niether was Calibri. You hid your face on his chest area, blushing. You felt Calibri lightly kiss the top of your head, and you blushed even more. 'DID HE JUST KISS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?!?!?!' You thought to yourself. You lifted your head and looked at him. You don't know how, but, you got enough courage. You moved Calibri's head so that he was looking straight at you, then you kissed him and closed your eyes. You heard him squeak and he kissed back, obviously blushing. After a little bit passed, you seperated the kiss, panting. "I-I have had feeling to-words y-you..." Calibri admitted, pressing his pointer fingers together. You chuckled and hugged him close to you, smiling. "Same here, Cal." You confessed.
You then fell asleep in his arms.
----Calibri's POV-----
She/He/They are so cute. Always, not just in her/his/their sleep. I chuckled and picked Y/N up, carrying her/him/them bridal style to my room. Once I got there, I saw that Laurie was sleeping on the bed Y/N usually sleeps on. I smirked and tucked Y/N into my bed instead. I then crawled in and held her/him/them close, blushing. I yawned and closed my eyes, falling asleep too.
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Short chapter, by only 300 words. BUT EY, AT LEAST I GOT A CHAPTER DONE FOR THIS WEEK XD.
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Love And Pain - Calibri X Suicidal! Abused! Reader
Fiksi Penggemar"You didn't have to hide it...Y/N..." Calibri said and put a skeletal hand on your cheek. Tears rolled down your cheeks. "I-I'm sorry..." You apologized. Any pictures used are not mine. I did not create Calibri.