Love And Pain - Calibri X Suicidal! Abused! Reader

Part 12 - Hardships

Your POV:

You woke up and sat up. You rubbed your eyes and stretched. "Okay, game plan for today..." You murmured to yourself. You grabbed the notebook that you recently bought. You wrote on the first page.

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-Get a job
-Get light source
-Get more water
-Buy table

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You luckily still had some water bottles from when you first came to the... other house. You drank a whole bottle and tossed the empty plastic bottle on the ground next to you. You wrote another thing down. '-Trash Bin.' You put your notebook down and stood up. You went over to your door and unlocked it, then opening it and exiting. You locked it behind you and went twords Muffet's. 'Any workers needed there?' You thought to yourself. You soon got to Muffet's and entered. You saw Muffet on break and approached her.

"Is there any open spots for anyone that wants to work here?" You asked and she looked at you. She looked you up and down to see if you were 'working material' and thought about it. She noticed how strong your arms looked through your sleeves. "Hmm. We could use some workers I guess. We especially need workers that could work 2nd shift at the counter every weekday. If you're up for the job, you'll be paid 13 gold an hour. How about it?" Muffet explained vastly, sticking her hand out for you to shake. You nodded and shook her hand. "It sounds good to me! When do I start?" You said cheerfully.

"Tomorrow would be a good day to start. Come in at 3 p.m." Muffet told you. You took out your phone and made an alarm for 1 o'clock. "Thank you for your time!" You called out as you left. "Okay, next I have to find an echo flower. Exploration time!" You mumbled to yourself. You practically ran in random directions.

Calibri's POV:

"Calibri? Are you in there?" I heard my dad call me on the other side of the locked door. I didn't want to see anyone, so I ignored him. My clothes and items were scattered on the floor and I just laid in them. After a few hours of ignoring everyone and staying silent, just laying there, my dad teleported inside. "Calibri? What's wrong?" He asked and I just stayed silent and still. My dad came closer to me and sat next to me.

"Where's Y/N?" Dad asked me. I shakily sighed after he said that. 'Y/N is never coming back.' I thought to myself. Dad used picked me up off the ground and sat me down. Because I was limp from such a lack of motivation, I simply fell onto my back. Dad picked me up and sat me down again, now holding me up with an arm. 'Nothing I do matters. I will just rot here.' "Calibri. If you tell me what's wrong, I can help you." My dad told me. Anger bubbled in my chest.

"How could you possibly help me?" I snapped, making him tense up. I heard my dad sigh. "What happened?" He asked. "Lee blackmailed me and got Y/N to think that I'm a cheater. So, Y/N packed up her things and left. Heh... it's funny to realize that you love someone just to have them leave......." I vented. Tears welled up in my eyesockets and ran down my skeletal cheeks. My dad hugged me close and rubbed my back. My body wasn't numb anymore, and I clung to my dad. I cried all of my pain and sorrow and suffering out, I cried until I couldn't cry anymore.

"Well, Calibri, if you love her/him/them... follow her/him/them." My dad encouraged me. "How?" I replied. "Look for her/him/them. Y/N couldn't have gone to far. Y/N's probably somewhere around here in fact." My dad motivated me. I felt the numbness in my body fade away at that sentence. "Okay!" I said and released my dad, standing up. My dad watched me as I went over to the window and opened it. I felt all of my emotions and thoughs recover.

"I'll be back when I find her/him/them!" I announced and jumped onto the tree outside of my window. My dad poked his head out of the window. "Good luck Calibri." He said and waved. "Thank you!" I called out and climbed down. After getting to the ground, I ran off in the same direction I had watched Y/N run off in. I knew I was getting ready for a somewhat-long search, but I know Y/N so well that I think like her/him/them. "If I were Y/N, were would I go?" I told myself. I went right and continued running in that direction for a while. After that, I found footprints that were shaped like Y/N's shoes.

I followed them to a massive base made of sticks. My heart pounded and I sweat buckets. 'Why won't my legs move? I know this is Y/N's home! If I were Y/N, I would make a base of sticks too!' I thought to myself. I gathered up all of the courage that I could and walked up to her/his/their front door. I wiped my sweat away and calmed down. I lifted a shaky fist and knocked on the door. I heard shuffling and someone, most likely Y/N, went up to the door.

(HAHAHA CLIFFHANGER BOI!)