14. Feelin' miserable

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Hannah's P.O.V

My head goes round and round to what happened three days ago. I feel emotionally and physically wretched, my head just isn't alright for anything right now. I'm still thinking over and over again because there are answers that I can't answer like, why me?

He kicked me, he took off my white bluse. His touch made me .sick and he got what he wanted, hurt me.

Sam found me and he kicked me to rape me.

Thanks to god I didn't got raped, I have some bruises all over my body and my sensitive area because he tried and tried but he heard the bell rang and he ran away.

The worst? I didn't tell anyone, not even Carter. There's something inside me that don't-can't tell Carter. Maybe It's weakness? Maybe. Maybe I'm afraid? Probably.

I was now on the couch with Carter watching TV. I feel like Carter knows I'm not myself since a fee days ago he has been every one and then looking at me, trying to read me like a book.

He had his arm around me, I'm always hoping he won't hug me because my bruised hurts so much.

"Why are you so quiet?" He asked looking at me confused.

"I guess I'm tired" I said looking away.

"So you want me to believe you been tired for 3 days?" He paused. "What's wrong?"

I didn't say anything because that's the best I could do.

"Fuck Hannah, its obvious something's wrong!" He yelled.

I started to feel my eyes getting watery and I couldn't hide it anymore. I started to cry so hard with both of my hands on my mouth.

"Hannah I didn't meant to yell at you.." He said but I shook my head.

"It's not that the reason of my tears" I said crying.

"Hannah, you can tell me all, I will at least try to help you" He said grabbing my hand and looking straight to my eyes.

"Sam beated me and kicked me, he tried to rape me" I said crying harder than ever. "So better don't hug me, it hurts everything" I said sobbing.

"Lemme check them, your bruises" He said. But obviously I couldn't move.

"Ca-can you take me?" I said and he nodded walking towards me. He picked me up bridal style to the bathroom of his room. He closed the door and put me down. He scanned all my body up and down a few times.

I started to took of all my clothes so I was only on my bra and panties. In that moment I felt miserable, that's the word, miserable. Physically and mentally.

Carter caressed my bruised soflty and It hurted a lot so I cried.

"So-sorry" Said Carter shocked.

"Don't worry" I said.

"So you have bruised in your collarbones, thighs, stomach and.. The back" He said.

"My sensitive area hurts a lot too" I said wiping my tears.

"Get dressed, I'm going to take you to the hospital" He said grabbing my clothes.

"W-why? It's nothing" I lied.

"Hannah, you got a lot of bruises and he fucking tried tl rape you and your sensitive area hurts, they need to check on you" He said.

I grabbed my clothes and I got dressed. Carter took me to te car bridal style and we drove to the hospital.

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Carter's P.O.V

I can't understand why she didn't tell me, she's so bighead when she wants.

I took Hannah to the hospital because she honestly has to be check that bruises. We have been waiting for our names to be called st least an hour, Hannah fell sleep on me, literally. She was sitting in my lap with his face on the crook of my neck. I could feel her breathing slowly and peacefully and that made me feel comfortable.

"Hannah Stone?" I raised my hand and the doctor motioned me to walk in. I sat on the chair with Hannah still sleeping on me.

"Hannah, wake up" I whispered and she got up and sat on the other chair carefully.

"Well Hannah, what's the problem?" The doctor said.

"Uh so three days ago I a guy tried to rape me, he didn't I think but well I have many bruised but I'm truly here because my sensitive area hurts and I'm worried" She said.

"Okay, so my nurse it's gonna check your body okay? Go with her to that room" He said pointing to the blue door.

"So you're his boyfriend right?" He said.

"Yeah"

"This it's probably so hard for you right" He said typing on the computer.

"Yeah, I just want to kick the ass of tht boy honestly, she hurte my girl" I said.

"So now you gotta take care about her okay? You will promise me?" He said.

"Yeah, I promise" I said and he nodded.

The nurse came and gave to the doctor a paper and he kept typing in his computer. The sound lf the keyboard makes me wanna punch myself really.

"Okay, so your girlfriend have some bruises, but just one of them is important. The one in back because It is big and well she isn't pregnant, but she has hurt in her sensitive area that will go away. So you gotta rub this lotiok ok her back every night okay?" He said giving me the lotion.

"Okay" I said and Hannah came out from the room.

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