Toxic Carter [Austin Mahone]

12. Dilated pupils

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Hannah's P.O.V

Since we got from the hospital Carter has been changed, his behaviour is changed. He was gronaning non stop for everything, he didn't touch me at all and he has been sleeping on the couch for some weird reason.

The guys aren't this week on te house but to be honest I wish they could be here because Carter is scaring me.

His hands are constantly into fist, his jawline clenched harly and his pupils.

Dilated pupils.

I been thinking about his pupils, maybe I'm overthinking but I think Carter's high. Maybe he have tasted that cocaine I don't know. I just know that I'm scared of Carter at this momnt because I don't know what's wrong with him and I don't want to ask either.

We haven't said a word to each these two days but If he said something wasn't very nice, he's constanly yelling alone to himself and I'm surprised of that.

Is he turning paranoid or neurotic?

Carter has spent for what seemed an hour in the shower and is not out yet. I jumped when I heard Carter's phone buzzing, quickly I answered the call. Because it is obvious that he won't get out of the shower this next hour.

The called ID said Doctor Ben, why? I don't know. "Hello?" I said.

"Is Carter there? It's important" He said.

"Uh who is this? I'm Carter's girl-girlfriend" Shit.

"Oh, I'm Mr. Ben, Carter's doctor" He said.

"Oh hey, what do you need? Carter isn't here right now" I lied.

"He came to see me 2 days ago to pick up his pill but they weren't here yet. Could you come to pick them for him? Thy are important" What type of pills does he take? He never told me about any pills..

"Okay, I'll go right now" I said and I hung up the phone.

I grabbed my bag and I was about to open the door when suddenly Carter stood there with only a towel arounf him claring his throat.

Ugh, why is he doing this to me.

"Where the fuck are you going" He said in a serious tone.

"Is none of your bussiness" I said walking away. He followed me.

"Shit! I asked you a fucking question Hannah" He yelled. I fell a tear rolling down my cheek and I wiped it away quickly I did my way to the car. Carter just stood there in the front door watching me.

What the fuck is going on with him?

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I waited in the tiny room hoe the nurse told me, Carter has been calling every minute and I turn off the phone because he was annoying the shit out me really.

"Who's here for Carter Mahone?" An old man said, I raised the hand and he motioned me to come in. I have a seat till the man stopped of typing in his computer.

"So you're Carter's girlfriend?" He said taking his glasses of and smiling at me.

"Yes" I smiled.

"Good taste has Carter when it came to girls ew?" He said and I giggled. He gave me a big bottle of pills.

"Can I know for what are these pills? Carter won't tell me" I said taking the bottle on my hands.

"For bipolar" I stopped in my tracks.

"Wait he's bipolar?" I said kind of suprised.

"Yeah we find out when he was 14, he had many change of moods and he was contanly yelling to his mom and well she was scared" He said.

"He has been so weird these two last days, maybe was for that?" I said.

"I don't know, tell me how was his behaviour" He said.

"Well, for start he's yelling every minute and he doesn't touch me or talk to me he only yells alone and his pupils are dilated like if he was high" I said playing with my thumbs.

"That's what happens when you don't take your daily pill, maybe he can be crying right now or angry as fuck. You just give him the pills okay? This bottle its for 4 months" He said. I nodded I got up form my seat. I shaked his hand and I went home.

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When I opened the front door just to found Carter sitting on the stairs with his hands in covering his face. When he noticed I was there he quickly walked towards me wrapping his arms around my waist and placing his head on the crook of my neck.

"I though you left me" He said with all the hurt in his voice that was cracking.

"You're so dumb, I just went to thd hospital" I said unwrapping my arms from his body.

"To-to the hospital? Are you okay?" He said.

"Yes, I went for this" I grabbed the bottle of pills and I handed to him. He looked at the bottle with a blank expression.

"Why you didn't tell me?" I said making him look at me.

"You-you just wouldn't understand" He said walking towards the kitchen.

I followed him and I sat on a chair. I watched how he took a glass of water and took one of the pills of the bottle.

"Try to explain to me Carter, just try I won't judge you" I said.

He grabbed a chair and sat next to me grabbing my hand. "I thought you were going to think I was weird, I thought you were going to judge me" He said looking into my eyes.

"Carter, why would I judge you? That's stupid" I said.

"Isn't stupid, many people when I was 14 judged me for that. They thought I was a pshyco" He said.

"Carter they were stupid kids okay? I don't care If you're bipolar and I won't leave you. I was just scared because you were acting so weird and yelling all the time" I said.

"Yeah about that.." He paused. "I'm sorry okay, did I hit you or something I swear I don't remember nothing" He said worriedly.

"No and don't apologize It wasn't your fault" I said. He smiled and got up.

"Let's go to sleep, both we need sleep It was a long day" He said grabbing my hand.

I guess I have a bipolar boy.

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