IDOL // JHOPE BTS - (On-Going)

CHAPTER 5 - BUTTERFLIES ON MY STOMACH

Y/N's POV

I didn't know what to do. I just froze from where I am standing. Dugdug... Dugdug... I can hear this loud bass inside my chest as my heart beats in crazy pace like I just drink tons of caffeine.

I stopped breathing when Hoseok started walking towards me.

Wait! What will I do? Should I run? He might think that I followed him here.

I felt my body shaking. I'm palpitating! I need help! 

Emergency!! Emergency!!

I tried my best to stay standing because any moment now my knees will give up. 

Okay, he doesn't look angry... He is smiling at me. Wait, he's smiling at me? What does it mean?

"Hi! I know this is really embarrassing butI see that you are holding bags of food? Ahm can I have some?" He said but it doesn't sound clear to me. 

"You see, we'll be performing laterbut I haven't eaten anything which makes me really hungry so... I'm asking ifyou can give me a bite?" He said once again but I can't hear him clearly. All I can hear is my heart pumping so hard.

"Hi, I'm Hoseok. Can I ask for some of your food...? Please?" He said snapping his fingers in my face bringing back my soul that just left.

"Ah! I-I- I'm sorry! Here you can have them all." I said panicking as I shove all the bags of food into his arms.

"So you like BTS?" He asked. Then I realize that I'm wearing a shirt with his face on it.

"Y-Yes. I like you." I said without thinking. I'm so embarrassed that I have to put my hand on my mouth to stop it from saying nonsense. "I mean I like BTS especially y-you." I can feel my whole face heating up and I know that I look like a tomato right now.

"Hahaha you're cute, and you speak Korean?" Oh man holy shit! He said I'm cute! And oh yeah, I can speak Korean good thing that I take Korean classes after work and I'm pretty confident communicating in their language because I try really hard to learn it.

"A-ahh yeah. I-I'm studying K-Korean language with my friends." But what is happening to me now? It's like I'm getting tongue tied in front of this beautiful person.

"That's good! Then we can talk comfortably. I'm Jung Hoseok or Jhope from BTS and I will pay back your food after the concert." I didn't notice that his hand is reaching for a hand shake because I'm too distracted by his smile. What an opportunity to miss. And what did I just heard? He will pay back the food after the concert? 

Is he asking me on a date!? Should I say yes? He's not asking me for a date right? I can't think straight.

"I-i- uhum." But words won't come out of my mouth. What is happening to me? I cleared my throat maybe the words were just stuck. "H-hobi-ssi, uhm.." Let's go on a date then. I'd be more than happy. "I'm... ahh! You can havethe food. You don't have to pay it back." I face palm myself on my head. 

What!? That's not what I'm supposed to say! What the heck.

"No! I insist." He insisted. This is my chance. Say yes to him Y/N! Agree to it!

"I insist too. It's okay. I know you are busy." I'm done. What the hell am I saying? The words that comes out to my mouth is different from what I'm thinking. "I- I just have a request." I said nervously. This should do.

"What is it?" he ask.

"Ahm can I take a picture with you?" and can I kiss you? If I only have the courage to say that.