Calypso (COMPLETE)

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Well, you all must be thinking that I was having a really great time with the Bangtan Boys, fangirling, taking lots of selcas with them. The truth is, the two days before the concert seemed more like a disaster. And the maximum damage occurred to Jin. I tripped over his feet, bumped into him, spilled coffee over his clothes...Well, the list was quite long. And that did not exactly make me appear any better in front of him or the other boys. RM was mostly with Debi in his free time, and while I was really happy for her, I felt envious too. In the end, I ended up hanging out with the person I never even expected would look at me, least of all talk to me.
"Suga oppa, if you sleep like you do right now, won't you feel more tired than you already do? It's important to have a good uninterrupted sleep, right?" "That's true Dr. Siko," he said with a smile, "But how will I write the rap if I sleep so long?" Well, I had no answer to that. "And besides, if I ever feel tired, I have my own personal masseuse!", he said pointing at me. I laughed. Suga oppa worked really hard, I had seen it first hand, and so I gave him a back massage one day. He loved it. "Of course, Oppa. You can call me anytime." "But are you any better off with Jin hyung?" "*sigh* No Oppa...and how can I? I mean, every time I end up making him mad for some reason or the other. What do I do Oppa?" "You should go talk to him, like right now, and crack some ahjae jokes...you'll be fine." "Ok, I'll give it a try..."
I took the ramyeon, and headed towards his room. I knocked timidly. "Jungkook, you came so early? Did you..." He stopped short in his tracks when he saw me. "What are you doing here?!" "Umm...Oppa, I want to apologise for all that has happened these days and..." He sighed. "Sikina, it's fine, but I have just one request." "Anything Oppa!" I was so happy, my heart was about to burst out of my chest."Until the concert is over, please don't come to visit us. I mean you know this concert means a lot to us right? And, I know you did not do all that purposely, but it does cause distractions. So, I hope you understand..." "No problem Oppa!" And I left without looking back, feeling like I had stabbed a million times all over.
"Will you tell me what the hell happened?" Debi was screaming at me now. "You've been crying since the last one hour, but you won't tell me why. Please Sikina, tell me..." She was pleading me now. "Debi...I won't go to the concert." "What? But why? You've waited for this all this time and now you don't wanna go? What exactly happened?" "Nothing, exams are coming up and I have to study." "Oh come on Sikina, don't give me that crap! Did any of the members say anything to you...RM? I'll go talk...." "Debi please! I just don't want to go! Now please leave me alone." And I put my head down on the table, to cry once more.
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"I don't want any loopholes in my plan this time...one mistake and you'll see what I can REALLY do!" "Ailee, don't worry...this time, no one can stop you from reaching out to him. I just heard that Sikina isn't going to the concert." "Sarah, you're the only one who helps me out. Well, make sure that she doesn't change her mind. Anyways, I'll give her and her platoon enough distractions to stay out of my way."
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"Hyung, I'll be doing Eat Jin, wanna join?" "Not today, Jimin-ah." "Are you alright Jin hyung? You seem a little down today. Even during practice you seemed way too serious. In fact I haven't heard you say anything all day long." "Jimin-ah, I am a little tired, I want to rest before the concert." "Ok hyung...." Well, I felt really bad turning him down, but I just didn't feel good. Was it because of that Sikina? And it was weird..I wasn't angry at her, I felt rather bad to have told her away. She wasn't a bad girl at heart, she always kept the members lively. In fact, the coffee she made was so good, I felt like  all my tiredness had melted away. But, I saw that the members had become too attached to her. Well, not me...but, I've got to think about my dongsaengs. Ugh...I've got to sleep, or else she'll take over me.