The day I met you

12. (part 4) Bad feeling

~~Phil's POV~~

To be completely honest right now, I have no idea what this is or what it means or anything. I just know it's nice. I have this lovely boy right next to me and it's calm and peaceful just overall lovely. And I don't want to ruin it but I kind of have to.

"I am really sorry for today." I say in a sad tone. I didn't mean to say it the way I did it's just I'm so heartbroken that I put him through this and it's not fair.

"I mean, you were right. I am a weirdo... you probably should just stay away from me and be best for you." He says pulling his hand away.

No please don't do that, i like how your hands feel.

"You're not a weirdo," I trail off slightly just thinking, "Youre amazing. You are you, and are happy being you. You are the something good in my life, and i could really learn from you how to handle the world."

"But, I made you break up with your girlfriend. I made you question your sexuality. I made your so-called best friend bullying you today. I don't feel like I've done any good for you."

I take Dan's hand in both of mine and looked him right in the eyes.

"You have helped me discover myself, it's something I've wanted to do for many years and I just now got the courage to do it because of you. You helped me out of a really bad relationship that I've wanted to get out to, you have been good for me don't think you would never were."

He gives me the sweet, dimply smile that i like. "I-I did?"

"Yes, and i dont want to loose you."

"You wont."

And with those words that I jump up immediately and bring him into a big hug. If I could describe dance hugs and one word it would be comfort. I immediately felt so relaxed and relieved and calm in his arms.

"Thank you." I say softly.

"What for?" He asks almost confused.

"For not leving."

"I would never."

I pull away from the hug and we are face to face.

It was a moment between us, a long moment it seemed, and i thought i was going to be the moment i have been waiting for, until Dan asks.

"So what are we doing after we eat?"

~~Dan's POV~~

Why did i do that?

He was about to kiss me, or i think he was, and i interrupted it.

Good going Dan.

"Uh..." Phil backs away slowly and confused, "okay then.."

"Im sorry.." i say softly almost like im about to cry.

"No, no," he holds my hand again, "its okay. But how about a movie?"

I look up and smile. "Yea I'd like that."

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"I dont know." I say for the 9th time. Phil keeps asking me what movie i want to watch becuase he wants me to choose.

"Lets just watch the comedy," i say and give a fake smile.

He just nods. I look at the ground. He hold his hand out for me to take. I give a more genuine smile this time. I take his hand and we go get the tickets.

We sit somewhat in the middle of the theatre. When we sit down, Phil lets go of my hand, wraps his arm around me, and pulls me close. This is great. I could sit like this for hours, i could just fall asleep.... in his... arms....

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And it looks like i did becuase next thing i know, Phil is shaking me lightly. "Hey, Danny, you alright."

"What?" I ask sitting up, the movie is over, i guess i missed it.

But it was so worth it.

"Yea im okay. Sorry i missed the movie." I sat up off of his arm.

"Its okay, i thought it was cute."

I blushed slightly. "Now what?"

"Let's go home."

~~Phil's POV~~

Dan and i are walking back to my house hand in hand.

"Thank you." He says out of the blue.

"What for?"

"For taking me on my first date since.... since..." he couldn't get it out.

We stop walking and i give him a big hug, "anytime, Dan."

We hug for a moment, its nice, really nice.

And out of no where there was a quick, bright flash of light. "What the hell was that?" I ask pulling away from Dan.

"I have no idea."

I just take Dan's hand and we walk until we get to my house. We go to my room and both of us lay on my bed. Dan falls asleep almost instantly, i pull him in for him to cuddle me.

But i can't get the flash out of my head.

I have a really bad feeling about this.

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HEY! its been less than two weeks, im proud of myself. Well i hoped you liked it.

And check out my new story "the poison i need"

What do you think the flash was?

XOXO,

Anne