ONE MORE LIGHT (Watty 2019)

DEMONS

Jake
I drove to Lockwood, the Steel mansion. Yeah I'm early. Actually I told Mia that I will be here tomorrow and instead I came today. I wanted to surprise her.

We both have gone through a lot. And God knows what Cameron has done with her in my absence. But all I know is that Mia loves me more than anything and She is always loyal to me.

I knocked at the door to reveal Mr Steel. "Hello young man I thought you were coming tomorrow?" He greeted me with a hug. "Yeah I wanted to surprise Mia" I said when his smile faded.

"I thought she told you" Mr Steel said.

What is he talking about?

"Jake Mia won't be staying here for a while she is staying at Cameron's?" He informed be.

What the fuck? Why didn't she told me? That doesn't make any sense.
I tried to calm myself as I drove to Dallas mansion. I needed answers. I walked inside to see no one. "Mia"
I shouted to no reply. I walked upstairs. Maybe she was sleeping in a bedroom. I walked by several bedrooms to heard her voice. "Mia you there?" I opened the door to see my worst fear ever.

"Jake"

"What the hell?" I managed to say and headed downstairs as fast as possible.
What the fuck is she doing on the bed Naked with fucking Cameron Dallas.
"Jake stop Jake listen to me" she ran after me as I got in my car. "I'm done"
I avoided looking at her and start my car.

Mia
I woke up to see Cameron smiling.
"Hello beautiful"
"Hi how did you sleep?" "Better than always you?" "Perfect" I missed those brown eyes and his smile. "Why didn't you tell me about Sam?" He suddenly asked with his hand on mine. "I was afraid" "I was scared alone and it was all my fault" I whispered with a cracked voice.

"He was in so much pain and I couldn't see him like this. The doctors performed 4 surgeries to keep him alive and they told us that even if he survived he will be paralysed for the rest of his life. So I turned his ventilator off." Tears ran down my face.

"It's ok it was the right things to do." He ran his thumb through my cheeks bone.

"I missed you" I smiled. "I've missed you too" He looked at me sadly.

" maybe you don't need to know it but I need to know that I said it.
I'm proud of you I'm.....proud of us" I cried as he rubbed my shoulder gently.

"I'm sorry for hurting you Mia. I love you..." He cried when we heard a familiar voice at the door. "Mia you there?"

"Jake" That's when I realised that Jake was back. I'm dating Jake for almost three years and I cheated on him with Cameron. I really messed up this time.

I ran after Jake while Cameron dressed up. What have I done?

A few minutes later in the middle of the road.

"Stop the car Jake" I've been following Jake's car for a few minutes now and all he was doing is driving ignoring me. I kept on pressing the horn loudly signing him to stop or to pull over.

"Please Jake stop" I whispered crying in my car. Cameron has been calling me and I'm kept on ignoring his calls. I knew he was trying to find me.

Jake kept on driving faster when all of a sudden he pressed on the break making both of our car stopped in the middle of the road. I quicklystepped outside while he did the same.

"Jake?" I walked to him and tried to grab him. "DON'T TOUCH ME MIA!" he pushed me roughly away from him.
"Please listen to me" I cried.

He looked at me with lots of pain in his eyes. He was so angry and sad.
"Please say something" I covered my face with my face crying and ashamed of myself. "Everything was great and now it's fucked. EVERYTHING IS FUCKED BECAUSE OF YOU" He cried uncontrollably.

"I'm so sorry Jake please believe me"

"I'm am too this is unfair" He looked at me coldly. "What did I do to deserve that?"
I stood quietly not knowing what to say when Cameron pulled over running towards us. "You know what this is all my fault" He waved his hands in the air laughing angrily.
"Jake I know this is terrible it's a mess it's completely ridiculous." I defended myself knowing exactly that It was my fault. "What is know Mia is that I loved you and you rejected me and for what for him?" He snapped.

"Jake stop"

"I spent my whole life thinking that one day i will make you my wife. We will have a perfect family with beautiful children and a cute dog. I can't believe how and idiot am i"

"Jake you need to calm dow...." Cameron interfered trying to calm everyone. "YOU DON'T GET TO SAY ANYTHING!" Jake yelled at him.

I kept on calming him but failed at the same time.
"YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT US CAMERON! YOU WEREN'T THERE WHEN SHE NEEDED YOU. YOU LEFT HER ALL ALONE...BROKEN. I WAS THERE FOR HER WHEN SHE WAS ADMITTED IN A A THAT MENTAL HEALTH CARE.

I WAS FUCKING THERE FOR HER WHEN SHE WAS STRUGGLING AND FIGHTING WITH DARKNESS.

I WAS THERE WHEN WAS FALLING APART. YES I SAVE HER NOT YOU. I SAVED HER FROM BECOMING A MONSTER." Jake yelled trying to breath.

I knew one day or another the whole truth would come out. How can I do that to him. Jake saved me and I kissed Cameron. I looked over at Cameron who stood in shock. He felt so guilty and ashamed.

Jake opened his car door as I grabbed his hand trying to stop him. "Jake please hear me out. I'm really sorry."

"please I will make this up to you just don't leave me Jake"

He suddenly stopped looking at me with a sad yet furious face. "No...I'm done. I can't do this anymore. After everything I sacrifice for you and this is what I get" He looked at me broken as I cried.

"Jake please..." my voice trembled as he cut me.

"Do you love him Mia?" He asked sadly looking into eyes.
All he wished was an honest and true answer. And I messed up so much.

I looked at him feeling Cameron looking at us sadly. How can I do that to Jake? He did everything for me. But Cameron is my first love and he is the only one who actually has memories of Sam. Jake saved me and gave me a new life. Cameron is my life.

I kept looking at Jake. I missed admiring how light brown his eyes are. How beautiful his birth marks are?

"Yes I love Cameron more than anything in the world...... I'm sorry Jake" I broke in tears with my head bend down.

Jake took a deep breath trying to hide his tears.  He stepped back looking at me as he start his car and slowly drive away from where Cameron and I were staying.

I kept watching him leaving.

"Mia" Cameron walked to me.

"His gone oh God his......his gone" I rested my head in his chest as I cried.