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I could never paint I probably never will
But if I held a pen I promise I could kill
A little bit of lovely in some words so black and white
It's not a paintbrush
But I bet you see images tonight
When I ignite the light the spark it's shine like
Melanin in sunshine
Vibrant as the nighttime
Stars mastered design
Intelligent
It is divine
These words don't come from my head
But my Heart
Where Christ can pull all of the strings
But never will He pull me apart
I'm trying
I'm trying to be a much better person
I'm knowing I've got no hope
And I'm knowing I'm undeserving
I mess up and get embarrassed
I pity for being calloused
I cause my pain then wallow in it
I'm wrong and I need forgiveness
Everything I say I paint an image of pain
Can you see it
A broken creature
I just need a reason to stay
All my doubts and fears my worries help me fade it to gray
I just need a couple seconds to paint my problems away.

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