Love for Leondre

Chapter Ten

-Tia Prov-
We was all sat at the table, looking at the menu to order. Leondre choosing the most vegan choice on the menu obviously, me Charlie and my Mum choosing the meat options.
I went for the mega mixed grill which is my favourite as always. Charlie chose the most beefy burger he could find and my mum had some weird ass mushroom stew, some how she enjoys it. Charlie and mum went up to the bar thing to order our food. And I turn around again. And the bambinos where still there pointing there eyes towards us.

Everytime I turn to Leo I feel like there was a million eyes pointing towards me. I didn't know what to do. But ever time I looked at Mum Or Charlie it was super loud. It was gods way of telling me we wasn't meant to be. But who am I to judge the future. We just have to see what comes next.

Mum and Charlie came back from ordering the food, but I could feel my mum keep looking at me, like in a concerned way. I didn't know what to say to her so I just smiled and she pulled one of her small smiles she does when she's worried.

I think she noticed the bambinos that where saying things about me, or worse heard them.

The food came, and I think the fans saw what I ordered and I heard their laugh, it like there voices echoed through my body.
"Can I be excused" I asked
"Of course but be quick love" mum replied

I got up and walked quickly to the toilet, I'm pretty sure the Bambinos followed. I ran into a toilet cubicle and locked myself in and cried quietly to myself. All of a sudden I heard the main toilet door swing open.

"Tia is it?" Said one of the fans
"Yeah, Tia where are you, you fat pig" The other one chuckled

I chocked back my tears and held my breath. One of them noticed the locked door (which really wasn't hard if you ask me) and started banging frantically.

"Oi you stupid bitch get out her right now!" One of them shouted to me
"Leave me alone" I whispered back
"Did you hear that? Leo's 'girlfriend' is scared of us" they both laugh
"Let's just go" one of them said

Once again I was left alone in the echoing silence and the sound of my tear drops.
I looked down at my phone, I was shocked. I was sat in the toilet for 10 minutes straight. I decided to waste a little more time but adding a few more cuts to the collection on my wrist.  A few minutes later I heard you my mum walk through the door.

"Tia? Tia are you in here?"She whimpered

I sat there holding my breath and
covering up the cuts.

"Yeah I'm here" I said as I chocked back my tears.

She sighed when she heard my voice "come on Tia your food is getting cold" she signed
"I'm not hungry anymore mum"I replied
"You was before"She questioned me
"Well I'm not anymore" I snapped
"Just come on" she snapped back

I sighed and unlocked the door and walked out with her, we both sat back at the table. And I sat there playing with my food.