Georgias POV
Is it weird that everytime I think I remember something,I write I down,sometimes I don't even tell connor,most of the time its because I've forgotton but sometimes its because ,what if its not relevent or what if I remember something I shouldent remember, I'm starting to remember a lot of things at once but its confusing to whether they are real things that are actual memories or things that were just stuck in my mind.
I can't help but notice that connor won't step near his car, he won't even get in it anymore, it just sits outside the house untouched. He says he wasent driving the car when the accident happened but maybe he's just traumitised by it all and the thought of getting in another car scars him? I mean weirdest thing is,he'll get in a car, but he won't drive.
I know I shouldent have this thought,and I'm probably wrong but what it, just what if maybe connor was the one who was driving, what if he's the reason the car crashed..no no it can't be, he said it wasent, he would of told me right? He would of atleast told me what happened and he did, so I guess I need to just believe him. Maybe there's another reason why he's scared to drive,he may of already been like that, I just don't remember right? Yeh ill just conclude to that, I don't think ill be asking him anytime soon .
I don't know what it is, but I can't help but feel weird around connor, maybe its a good weird ,wait ofcourse its a good weird, he doesent make me feel uncomfortable or anything, he just makes me feel like nothing ever happened, he talks to me asif I'm the girl he use to know, maybe I am and I just don't realise it yet, If I'm honest, everythings changing,maybe a little too fast, I don't know
