Georgias POV
You know when you wake up and your eyes are all heavy from crying you self to sleep? Well that's how I feel right now. I've been two days since finding out the truth and since that night I've been staying in a hotel,both nights I had to cry my self to sleep. My head filled with thoughts ,decisions and feelings. Deep down I want to forgive connor but I don't know if I should, I feel like if I do, he might lie to me again and that was major lie..to me it was. I don't want connor not to be part of my life,I can't imagine him not being in it,he's really all I've got right now and my love for him is far too strong for me to just let him out of my life..right?
Its about 12Pm and I'm going back to the house to grab some more clothes to take back to the hotel..I'd be lying if I said that I dident want to see how connor is because I do,infact I'm slightly worried about him,I know I shouldent care but I do, right now he's everything to me, yes he lied but he helped me remember right? He dident give up on me right?. The whole cab ride to the house just consisted of me thinking about seeing connor,I kept thinking about how he reacted when I left,how he's feeling etc.
The cab pulls up and I can't help but feel nervous,I notice the curtains not open,maybe he's not awake yet. I grab the house key out of my bag and let my self in, the hous extremely dark and quiet. I'm beginning to wonder if he's even in its that quiet right now. I walk up the stairs and walk straight the the room we both shared and slowly open the door to see connor asleep on the bed. I walk closer to him, noticing his eyes all puffy and red which I'm assuming is from crying ,my eyes scan the room,pictures of me and him scattered across the floor and then I notice he's holding something tight in his arms . Before I can even have a look to see what he's clinging on to, his eyes slowly open and he let's out a slight yawn before rubbing his eyes
"G-georgia..?"
