Connors POV
I watch as I the girl I love walks away from me,I could see that she was about to cry but dident want to cry infront of me, I don't blame her. I expected her to respond bad, I mean I just told her that I'm the reason the whole crash happened,because I was stupid enough to not use to logic and get a cab. I knew I had to tell her at one point, I just dident know when,I dident know when the right time would be , but I should of known,no matter what day,time year I tell her,she still would hate me and if I'm completely honest, I don't blame her,not one bit.
I feel a massive weight lifted off of my shoulders,now that she knows,it doesent solve anything but I couldent keep this from her all her life,she'd find out evenutally . I know that now she'll never love me again, I know that she hates me and will probably never want to talk to me again but I know deep down, my love for georgia will forever remain . I can hear her upstairs, I can hear her loud sobs and her moving around slightly,I'd go up there but the last thing I want to do is make thing worse then they already are,I know I'm going to lose her anyway.
A bunch of thoughts all fill my mind at once,the instant reality explodes my mind, I've lost her,I've lost the only person in the entire world that makes me feel complete and happy and ill never get that back ,she'll never love me again, . I feel my eyes well up and I can't control it anymore, tears spill out of my eyes and I don't even bother to try stop, I just want this all to end
