Chapter 9 Help me

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Connors POV

I can't even begin to explain how broken I feel inside, to know that not long ago georgia was normal,she knew who I was,everything wasent perfect but it was just the way I liked it, we had little arguements but I could never stay mad at her for any longer then an hour because she changed everything, I know its cliche to say to say that someone makes someone a better person but I'd be lying if I said that it wasent true but I won't get into my past. I wanted to tell her everything,tell her all about our past, all our memories , everything that made us the couple we were but what would be the point,I'd still be a stranger to her.

"If we were just friends ,why are you so upset?" She ask, a curious look on her face, good question, I mean even if we were just friends, I'd still be upset but I'm not quite sure if I'm be as distraught as I am now, but I guess now that I think about it,we are just friends now, not even that, I'm nothing to her but she's everything to me.

"You wouldent understand" I mumbled, maybe abit louder then I intended

" No I don't understand because you won't tell me, I'm confused connor, I don't even know who I am let alone know who you are, don't you understand how scary that is for me,I'm living a life I know nothing about and you won't even tell me nothing about it" she basically shouted at me

I know she's right ,she deserves to know who she is but deep down, I just want this nightmare to end, I want it all to end because honestly I don't think my head can take it, all I've done is think since she's been in this hospital and every thought scares me,

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