Connors POV
I can't help but notice how strange georgia is acting, I mean she's never been one to be secretive or keeps things to herself but lately its like she's holding something back ,like she wants to tell me something or even ask me something but something pulls her back. I mean I already know she has these weird nightmares,she probably doesent know that I know because I don't let on that I know but I do, most nights I'm awake when she stirs in her sleep, mumbling something until she wakes up and then turns to look at me ,at that time I close my eyes,if she hasent told me about them,then she probably doesent want me to know yet and there has to be a reason why.
She's always so tired because of the nightmares,I wish I could help but that's a little impossible when she doesent even know that I see them happen at night,I see the way she reacts to them. I mean apart from that,were doing really well,its like we were before , I'm still inlove with her and I'm not going to lie,I want her back, I want to be how we use to be but there's a slight part of me that thinks that's never going to happen. What if she just wants to be friends, I mean that's great but my feelings for her will never change,I will always love georgia more then I've ever loved anyone,I need her to love me back.
I mean were not quite there yet like we use to be, we sleep in the same room but in different beds,it feels weird not having her close by my side,being able to hold her in my arms like I'm so use to because that's all I want, to have it back like how it use to be .
