Georgias POV
You know that moment,when your so happy inside but its way to much to express because there's not a word that's been created yet to define your happiness, well that's how I feel right now,here with connor. Sometimes being with him,makes me forget the things I want want to remember,the things I don't want to think about, they all suddenly disapear when he's close to me . Each day goes by and I feeling I'm falling more and more deeper in love with this boy, I know that loves a strong word but when I say it,I mean it. Thinking about it,its like I'm falling in love with him for the second time, I always think about what we were like together,what it was like falling for him for the first time.
Since that night I got that nightmare,connor sleeps in the bed with me, and I'd be lying if I was I wasent sleeping better,I still get those nightmares but I try to forgot them,like they don't mean anything...they do but admitting that is hard. Its been like a few months since I got out of the hospital and I don't feel like I remember a lot but I feel like I'm making new memories , new things to remember so remembering everything else, isent such a big must anymore,I don't know how connor feels about it but my brain feels bloody exhausted from remembering things that feel like they aren't even there,its like someone pressed delete on my memory .
I feel the urge to help connor get back into driving a car again, but I don't know how he'll react, he seems pretty worked up about ever driving a car again but I want to help him, he never gave up on me so I shouldent on him right?
