Georgias POV
Weeks have past and I can't help but think about how close I've gotten with connor, I mean it shouldent feel as weird as it does because we were in a relationship but now that I think about it, are we still together? Because I don't recall us even breaking up? He's never mentioned it or even hinted at us ever breaking up at any point. Everythings a lot more better now that I can walk independantly without any crutches or anything , I guess I can just move around more .
I feel like I can remember a lot more, a lot of memories pop into my head, maybe most of them are minor and don't really mean anything so I don't really mention them a lot to him, I kinda like what we have now, its like were getting to what we use to be, I don't even know what we were like but I can only guess.
I don't really sleep much at night, its not because I can't, its something way worse,in my mind . Infact sometimes I'm scared to sleep, I get these weird nightmares but only difference is,its the same thing over and over . I can't really make out what happeneds in it because I think I've concluded it to be from the carcrash, the nightmares just consist of theses lights and a loud bang, I haven't told connor,everytime I wake up from the nightmares,he's always fast asleep. But what I don't get is I can see slight figures in the nightmares, I can see who's driving but it can't be true, its just a nightmare,they are never right...right? I mean he said he wasent driving and I need to believe him don't I..its just nightmares..its not true