Georgias POV
I watch as connor sits up,looking straight at me,a slight confused look on his face, he probablt expected me to never come back, to never see me again but he doesent realise he's the reason I'm coming back,he's the reason I don't want to just leave and never see him again. As I look closer, I notice the thing he had in his arms was a photo,he was holding the actual photo bit against his chest so I couldent see what it was of but I had a pretty good guess.
"W..-what you doing here...not that I don't you here um I want you here"he spoke, deep down I wanted to smile at how he was babbling on because he was nervous.
"To get some clothes..why are there photos all over the floor" I asked looking down at them
"I urm..I don't actually know..I missed you..I just went a little crazy and the photos ended up being all over the room but then I got so use to them being there,I dident move them.." He replied,my chest tightened because I can see how much this is hurting him, I can see just by the way he's looking at me.
"Connor are you okay?..stupid question I know but seriously?" I spoke , looking at him, I've never seen him look this bad, he looked worn out, exhausted,his eyes were bright red and puffy.
"I..I urm " I watched as he tried to get his words out, his voice cracking slightly,I couldent take it anymore, I stepped over the photos ,got onto the bed and pulled him into a hug,he instantly started crying, as soon as my body touched his its like his body collapsed in mine,not literally but its like he had no energy anymore, not going to lie it hurt to see him like this.
"I'm so sorry" he cried into my shoulder
"I never wanted to hurt you ever, whenever I made you upset or anything,I'd hate my self but knowing that I literally hurt you...it kills me inside , I don't know what to do with myself anymore georgia..I'm sorry I love you please don't hate me, please I never wanted to hurt you" he cried out
And then it became clear,what happened the car crash,it wasent his fault, he's always made it clear to me that he loved me, he made it more then obvious and he was so keen to prove it to me, he stayed with me and helped me remember , I don't remember everything but without him..I wouldent know anything. Just seeing him cry like this shows me that me wanting to hate him isent going to do anything, its not going to stop me from loving him,all its going to do is leave this empty place in my life where connor should be .
"I don't hate you" I spoke
"Y-you don't?" I replied before looking at me
"No ,because my heart just won't let me hate you, and that's because I love you, a lot infact,I'm annoyed by the whole situation but we can get through this right? " I say , I watch as his eyes light up as I say the words " I love you"
I expected him to say "you love me?" But instead that beautiful smile of his appeared on his face
" I love you too"
I couldent help but smile, he had this weird effect on me like I've never felt before, you see I also can't help but smile because I just know things are going to be okay, I know that we'll be okay. I know that I don't remember everything but to me that doesent matter anymore, I mean to of remembered everything would of been great but , I guess you can't get everything you want right?
"So what now ?" He asks , his hands holding mine , his eyes staring into mine
"Well you need to clean this shit up but first you can kiss me" I laugh and as he gives me a look before leaning in,his hands leaving mine.his arms wrapping around my waist, his face closer to mine , I catch a glimpse of him smiling before his lips hit mine,and that's when I realise I'm totally and completely in love with connor ball
