A beautiful feeling called... LOVE...

Broken..!!

I feel so broken, I feel so low,
I feel like hopes have died,
I feel so numb, I cannot smile,
A thousand times I tried..
The guy in the mirror laughs at me,
Says I have changed a lot,
He mocks me for who I have become,
I have become what I had never thought.
I am not happy,
I am not what I used to be,
I wish there was someone,
My pain and suffering who could see...
I used to smile, I used to love,
Rollers were there under my feet,
Bringing smiles to faces was what I did,
Now I bring sadness to whom I meet...
I repent, I regret, I think a lot,
My body lives, my soul is dead,
No feelings, no emotions and I walk,
My mind decides and my body is led...
Wish could revive, wish could bring back,
The person that died inside of me,
There is so much to me which passed away,
I hope the world could one day see...
Living in this world, mistakes I make,
People hate me and they don't say,
I wish I knew what wrong have I done,
Wish to say Sorry to all some day...
I know now nothing can be done,
My smile is for the world to see,
I am broken inside but no one knows,
Wish I could get back the happy me...
Wanna die once rather than dying slow,
I hope after me, the world would know,
What pains the heart and the smile is fake,
That my life wasn't a piece of cake...
I wish to smile, I wish to break free,
For this fake life has kept me trapped,
Wanna fly high, soar above the sky,
With wings that have been never flapped...