I can't sleep. Well, sanay na rin ako. I've been like this since you've been gone. What are you doing right now? I was trying to look for you in fb and instagram pero naka private lahat ng accounts mo. Talagang you cut all your connections to me. Well, I know I deserve it. I am a fucking asshole. Akala ko okay na ako, eh. I keep on telling myself that I'll be fine pero hindi pa rin pala. You know I am writing a song right now. I want you to look at it kung maganda.
I've been looking for something
Something to fill the holes of this heart
I think about you all the time
I just don't want to talk about it that much
Things just get out of control
Until we ended up hurting each other
The love that I thought is forever
Suddenly went down somewhere
I tried to look for your in the crowd
But just like before I failed to find your face
I just want to touch you, to hold you in my arms
To tell you the last love lesson that I learned
The two of us together
I can tell you that it should last forever
You like it? Kung nandito ka siguradong may halik na ako kasi nakabuo ako ng kanta. Mumurahin na naman ako ni Vlad nito. Sasabihin na naman niya pang - sawi na naman ang sinulat kong kanta. Iyan talaga ang nasusulat ko lagi. Kasi everyday, every minute you are the one inside my head. Baka mabaliw na nga ako kakaisip sa iyo. Writing songs, writing in this journal gives me a breather. I fucking miss you, Ciara. Please come back...
BINABASA MO ANG
Letters for Ciara
Short Story(poem and letter collections of Kyle for Ciara when she left him. Some were made into a song for the Black Slayers' upcoming album)
