December 8
2:47 AM
I love watching you sleep, Ci. Kung puwede lang kitang buhatin at itabi sa pagtulog ko ginawa ko na. Nandito ka na naman sa bahay mo, eh. Nalasing ka 'no? Pinagalitan ako ng mga kabanda ko. Gago daw ako because I am trying to send you a cryptic message through songs. Talaga naman kasing bagay na bagay sa akin 'yung kantang Breakeven. What am I'm gonna do when the best part of me is always you? Kasi ikaw lang talaga. I heard what you said to Maddie. I heard it all and I am really sorry if you fought your depression, your broken heart just by yourself. It was all my fault. Nakikita mo ako noon na parang okay 'nung naghiwalay tayo. Yes. Totoo. Masayang - masaya ako 'nung mga mga first few days, weeks. Kasi akala ko nakawala na ako sa iyo. But after a month na nawala ka na, that was the time I realized how much you meant to me. I tried to look for you, Ci. I wanted to say sorry. I wanted to make things right for the two of us. I was a fucking fool to treat you that way. Nagsisi ako sa mga nagawa ko and I promised myself na kapag nakita kita ulit, I will never let you go.
Pero may David ka na, eh. Alam mo bang gustong - gusto na kita agawin diyan sa syota mong bading. You don't know it yet. Gusto kong sabihin sa'yo pero ayokong masaktan ka. Kasi ikakasal na kayo pero may inililihim pa rin siya sa 'yo.
I'll see you tomorrow, Ci. Matutulog muna ako. I'll cook breakfast for you. 'Yung favorite mo. Longsilog 'di ba? Eggs are scrambled. I hope you'll like it. Love you. 😘
BINABASA MO ANG
Letters for Ciara
Historia Corta(poem and letter collections of Kyle for Ciara when she left him. Some were made into a song for the Black Slayers' upcoming album)
