Married to my Enemy

Chapter 15

We'd finally gotten home thanks to Donald. One of the other drivers were arranging to get my car fixed and back sometime tonight. It was a good thing today was Saturday, that meant I didn't have to worry about work when I was staying with Dara last night at that crappie B&B.

I went straight to my room and got changed and started up on some of the office work. There was no point in thinking about the things that happened. I was confused though. I don't like Dara. Maybe I just want her. Which is wrong, I know.

But I couldn't help but think of how smooth and delicate she felt under my touch. I needed to banish these thoughts. I shouldn't want her.

As I worked or rammed my head over these thoughts even though I said I wouldn't, Dara stepped into the room already changed and freshened up. I glanced at her the once only and fidgeted with the keys on my laptop straight away.

She stood there for a while almost as if she was trying to muster the courage to say something. "What do you wanna say?" I ask indifferently. "We didn't see your dad today." "No, we didn't." "Are you okay?" She asks "Do you want to talk about it?" I shake my head in the darkness of our room, I didn't know if she could see it. There was no point in talking about my father. It would do no good. I'd learnt from when I was younger there's never really any point of holding any expectations from him or anyone.

With that, we both were getting prepared to go to bed. I put my laptop away.

I was on the edge of our bed facing away from her whilst she was on the other edge probably doing just the same. Some moments passed in silence. She was probably asleep.

But then I heard her movements underneath our sheets as she neared closer to me. "You know I'm here for you," she said as she put her arm around my chest. She tightened it to show she cared.

She shouldn't have got so close. A moment ago, I might have been in deep thought about my father but now it was something else. I was taken over by heat.

Her heartbeat was soaring out of her chest, I could feel it. I could feel the swell of her breasts across my back. It's all I could think of as she adjusted herself behind me to hug me tighter.

Did she know what she was doing to me? If she was trying to distract me, she got it. But I doubt that was her intention. Distraction or not. I needed her. Now.

But then I thought to crush these feelings before I did something she wouldn't want. I placed my hands on her arms around me to thank her for caring. She nuzzled my shoulder with her chin in response. I think she was trying to remove her hands away from me at that point, I don't remember.

Because I don't know what got over me when I grabbed her arm that was over my chest and turned our bodies so that she had fallen onto the bed under me. I pinned both her arms above her head as she looked at me with confusion but not fear.

She could've wanted this too. "W-what are you doing?" She let out a raspy breath.

I grinned at her and then went to kiss her jaw, neck and then her collarbone. She let out a moan and arched her head back. She needed this too, I could feel it.

I explored her neck further with my mouth, licking and sucking at it. She had her hands in my hair and it was doing marvellous things down my pants. I placed my hands over her hips, moving them upward to follow the natural curves of her body until I got to the beautiful curves of her breasts. We moaned together, none of us going unaffected in this encounter.

I wanted more so I kissed her lips, she parted her lips ever so slightly. I worked with that and then she opened her mouth wider and I deepened the kiss. I dragged her bottom lip with my teeth. I crashed down onto her as she held my neck, in both of our attempts to deepen the kiss.

As I touched her I dropped my hands down to the hem of her top and I explored underneath it and ran my hands along her smooth skin.

Feeling amazed by her body, I broke the kiss for a few seconds or so to tell her "we should've done this sooner." I said out of breath as I continued to kiss her and moved my arms into her top to where they found her breasts.

She gripped my arms and stopped kissing me. "Get off me!" "What, why?" "Please, get off me." I couldn't understand what I did wrong.

"I'm sorry, did I do something wrong?"

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I could still feel how turned on he was on the top of my thigh. I did that. But, this didn't feel right just as much as it did.

"You don't want this, you're just vulnerable right now." I pushed him off of me, he landed on the other side of the bed as I got up to sit on my side. I put my arms over my knees.

"Dara do you not see this, I want you." He gestured to his crotch. "You want this. I know you do. I keep thinking back to that kiss the motorbike dudes made us do. I thought nothing could beat that, but this Dara. It was something else. I don't think I can go on any longer. I need you more than you could know."

I think back to that kiss all the time too.

"Kohl, this is just lust. This isn't love. Don't do this." "So what, if it is." I wouldn't cry, I knew he didn't love me but I was taken aback when he said it like that.

"You only want me for my body." "Dara, we can both get something out of this. Let me please you." "No!"

I don't know why I couldn't say yes. I loved how he made me feel, he made me feel loved under his touch. He made me feel wanted and desired. But he didn't love me. I don't think I loved him either. But this was a marriage I was willing to make work with friendship, and possibly love... but this was another agreement on its own.

"Dara, just you watch. You won't be able to resist me."
"What?" I quickly masked the hurt on my face, "whatever."
"I'm your husband, we will eventually 'consummate' this marriage. You know that right?" I shivered. I shrugged.

"We'll see about that." I murmured to myself. He'd heard me and scoffed at that.

And that night we slept or he slept and I tried to.

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Wow... he's either angry or a tease... which Kohl do you like better?