When We Collide √

Chapter 38

I didn't want to turn but I had to the cafeteria was now quieter than It was when i'd started walking. I dreaded looking behind I felt like my whole life depended on whether I'd turn or not...like I'd turn into salt if I look behind

"Tracy ," the guy repeats and I slowly turn to face Logan. He was still next to his table and it didn't look like he wanted to walk to me. Does he fucking expect me to walk there just to listen to what he has to say. I almost laugh at the thought but clearly he was not moving . He simply stood there leaning on the table and everybody was looking at me . I never wanted any attention never in my entire life. Everyone at the big table was now staring at me. Gail was still on Amell's lap and was now smirking ....Amell wasn't looking at me ...thank God

I finally decided to walk to him because I already knew what he wanted and I already knew my answer

"Hey ," he begins

"Hey," I say slightly nervous that everyone at that dreaded table was staring at us

"Um....did you think about it ," he says while shyly rubbing the back of his neck. I'd figured he did this when he was nervous

I let a small smile crawl my face

"I'm still not sure ," I reply nervously

"Are you guys flirting ??" I hear Gail's annoying voice and I want to shove my fist up her throat. Logan shoots daggers at her.

"No..he's just asking her out ," I hear his annoying twin say and the whole table erupts into a humorous laughter. At this point I want to run away but I don't I simply stay glued to the spot trying to control my seething rage

"No I'm asking her to come to that party tomorrow ," he answers without looking at him and I mentally slap him
"You mean the one at the let out ?" Amell finally decides to speak up

"Yeah I thought she should come ," Logan replies coolly and I really want to slap his fucking pretty face

"Umm I don't think ....I think I should go....," I stammer and swiftly turn to make my exit

"She wouldn't fucking come even if the invitation came with dick ," I hear Amell say and I stop in my tracks

Is he making sexual innuendos. I don't look at him and try to forget how fucking amazing his mouth tastes ....and that metal stud at the tip of his tongue....damn ...his tongue was hot but the cold metallic stud gave a sudden coolness to his kiss

"She fucking dresses like a hobo," I heard Gail say and I roll my eyes thanks judge Judy.... and everyone looks at my grey sweatpants and baggy white shirt Kaitleen frowns damn she's really good at being pretentious...she should get an award and keep that fucking pity to herself

"Please come Tracy ," Logan begs and I'm assuming he's just trying to make up for Monday when he's really not the one at fault

"She wouldn't even fucking handle it ...she fucking gets panic attacks when she's near people ....no wonder she's all alone ....even the fucking person who was able to keep up with her shit has abandoned her. She's just a lonely conceited black brat ," by the time Gail is finished with her speech everyone is looking at her and she makes herself more comfortable on Amell's laps

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I have to prevent myself from applauding Gail she clearly has no good use for her breath. So what Kaitleen has abandoned me ...and who said she was keeping up with my shit...I never needed her help in the first place . She should go to hell for all I care

By now everyone is simply looking at me maybe they were expecting me to be flooded in a pool of my own tears . A guy with black hair seated next to Kaitleen smirks ...I think his name is Jayden but I really don't care .This people just want to watch me succumb to their harsh words

"You know what....I'll go ," I blurt out without thinking and regret it the moment the words leave my mouth

"Well...this is going to be fun ,"Jayden says and rests his back on the seat while crossing his arms over his chest ...I desperately want to remove that smirk on his face

" I'll pick you up at 7 tomorrow ,"Logan says

"You even know her home ," Marcus says clearly amused and I press my eyes together to try and reduce the rage within me

I finally hear the bell and gladly walk away

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