When We Collide √

Chapter 57

"Thanks," I shout as Cayleb's car drives of and I walk into the empty house. I'm used to it anyway and I head to the kitchen I eat up the left overs of lasagna and after that head up and take a shower and try to get some sleep

I end up lying in bed staring at the ceiling trying to count the bolts. I keep on thinking about what Amell and I did...it's the most intimate I've gotten with a person I didn't even like it when I hugged someone... It feels weird no offence to the huggers. I'd never hug anyone unless I actually needed a hug and that was when I was crying and it was Aiden who I usually hugged. But with Amell things were different the moment he touched me I felt a certain electricity surge through me and I couldn't contain it I had to relish in the feeling just to touch him felt amazing let alone when he touched me. There's that energy when he holds me it's so powerful it burns like fire ....electricity

Shit I can't get attracted to him no...no...no I have been telling that I was going to stay away from him but that doesn't seem to be working out well so far. And why the hell did he care about my opinion on his character ....his words played in my mind and I got more curious. Why does he want nobody in that office or it isn't his ...maybe it's his dad's or something. I was thinking too much and I felt someone open my door and whispering goodnight .....probably Aiden yeah it was him. I soon drifted and slept

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I spend my entire day reading for the calculus test that Mr Finn had decided to give us and I was having a massive headache it felt like someone was pounding on my forehead continuously. So this is what a hangover feels like I'm never drinking again

The day ends and at around seven Aiden comes home . I tell him all about the party omitting the parts about me and Amell of course and he congratulates me on my first drink ...I roll my eyes at this . After dinner he helps me with a little calculus and soon I'm tucked in bed asleep

I wake feeling a tad better Aiden drives me to school in his death machine and by now I'm used to it I only screamed a little. I head to Chemistry and take my usual seat Amell is talking to some blonde as usual and I can see her drool when he smirks.....people should keep their hormones at bay....maybe I'm being too hard on her she isn't actually drooling but mentally I know she is . I freeze when Amell turns his head and his eyes lock onto mine blonde grimaces and turns her head to face the front. Did he sense me looking at him because if not blonde might have told him. He stares at me for a while with his blue orbs I feel a little scrutinized under his tormenting gaze

I'm wearing my usual.... sweatpants and a sweatshirt I look like I just rolled out of bed but to me I had tried..... at least my hair was in a ponytail up my head and the long curls cascaded to my back even with all my effort small curls still curled down my face like tendrils. I kept tucking them behind my ear

All through the lesson I felt Amell stare at me and I kept shifting in my seat. My next lesson was calculus and I tried to recall what I'd read the previous day......suddenly a note was placed on my desk and I looked at my desk mate questioningly he pointed to Amell who was pretending to be looking at the front

I looked at the paper and a small smile crept on my lips as I read the words

**Quit struggling to push them back I like them down**

The bell finally rang and I rushed out of class. I hurried to calculus and realised that I was the first one in. Mr Finn smiled at me briefly before returning his gaze back to his laptop. Soon students started streaming in. The exam wasn't so bad and most of the things I'd gone through with Aiden but I was glad when it was over