𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬. 𝘥𝘰𝘭𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘴

Amnesia

Ethan's POV

How the lyrics really relate on what's going on right now.

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

How everything ended over one text message.

"We need to break up, I got an offer in London, and I don't think we can do ldr..."

I drove to your apartment as fast as I could, I almost got in jail cause I ran a red light, safely.

I went up to your door, just stood there. I heard distant sobs, and knew it was you. I knocked in a rhythmic way. You opened the door with make up running down your face, your mascara dripping, lipstick stains on your shirt, you looked broken. I immediately pulled you into a hug, caressing her.

"I'm sorry I did this to you..." she sobbed terribly.

It was time, I picked you up from your apartment and drove to the airport.

"Well, this is goodbye, i guess?" she says, awkwardly.

"Please take care of yourself." I held her shoulder, and wiped a tear from the side of her face and she nods.

She started to walk away, and I felt my world stopped. Everything stopped. And flashbacks started coming in of our relationship. Her birthday, how she wished for us to last forever. Every single wish we've ever made.

Amnesia, is the only thing to cure me right now. So I can forget everything, those little things but still made me happy. Our nights that we spent together. I'll never feel that way ever again.

Oh, how I wish I could escape these memories.

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ctto: Amnesia -5 seconds of summer

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