𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬. 𝘥𝘰𝘭𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘴

One and Only

Y/N's POV

I couldn't believe it those two words haunted me asleep even awake. Everyday that two words keeps repeating in my head and i would cry knowing that. Even though it happened last week, i couldn't get over it, it always repeats in my head, i try to have a good head but it all goes downhill.

"Thank you for the awesome day, eth."i kiss his cheeks when he dropped me off of my house we were now at in front of my house,"or should i say e-tee-wee-tee."i winked at him and he groans.

"Should've cut that out the video!"he groans loudly and i laugh lightly and then we stare for a bit then he eventually started leaning in and i closed my eyes and started to lean in too, then our lips met.

"Well, bye Y/N."he says awkwardly and i smile and i turned back and opened the door and watched him drove off before i close the door and i went in and locked it. We weren't together yet. We've been on 5 dates but he hasn't asked me, yet. Then the phone rang and my phone rang too. Then i answered mine and the phone stopped ringing shortly.

"Hello?"i shudder with my phone to my ear and i heard soft cries and checked who was calling 'Grayson' ethan's little twin brother.

"Grayson?"i say, raising my voice,"tell me what's happening."

"Ethan..."his lips trembled from crying and he couldn't stop crying.

"Ethan, what?"i was losing my patience, i couldn't take it,"grayson."i say my tone getting louder and impatient.

"He crashed and he-he died instantly..."i gasped with horror, he couldn't be. Those words were the only thing in my head like all my memories wiped out with one- two word sentence. He died. Haunted me like a ghost in-love with you and he wouldn't let go.

I gasped, my eyes widen and my breathing more faster than it usually is and i was sleeping, dreaming. I wish all of it was a dream.

I went to their apartment which Gray currently lives in and continue his life from now on and handling the dolan twins channel, that was hard but i couldn't do anything, i was thinking about joining replacing ethan but i'm not a dolan.

I went to his room and ethan's bed was in front of me. His room smelled like the perfume he would use every time we go out. Flashbacks of us playing, him with Gray pranking each other and i went to his bedside table and where his stuffs were retrieved. I push open the drawer and his phone was there and his wallet, i grabbed his phone and opened it. His wallpaper touched me. It was a picture of us on our first date and Gray was in the background, fake- crying which made him looked ridiculous.

I teared up and i knew his password, and looked through his phone, there was a photo of me on our date last week, where he was alive, still.

I teared up and placed his phone back and then i saw a letter at the back of the drawer and my name was written on it and i ripped it open and there was a letter written by him to me.

Dear Y/N,
I really like you and i really want to ask you the big question but i'm too nervous to ask you, and i will today, hopefully. I'll do it! If you're reading this, thank god you said yes and you're finally mine after all these years!

I want to keep this short, i love you babygirl!

-ethan dolan (e-tee-wee-tee)

I was already pouring out, he didn't ask me the question... but the last world got me.

I love you babygirl!

I love you too, ethan grant dolan, one and only.

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they're letting fans in the warehouse like omfg i'm literally crying, panicking, dying!

-maika^~^