𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬. 𝘥𝘰𝘭𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘴

Saliva on the pillow

y/n

"Y/N!" I heard someone scream on my ear. I then groggily wake up, plotting on how I'll kill that person whom just screamed at my ear, leading me to permanent deaf situation, not that I'm complaining.

"Please shut up, I'm trying to sleep," I sat down, then laid back down on the bed, covering myself on the soft blanket. Then I heard him scoff, and I gave myself a victory high five.

"I guess, I have to eat these blueberry muffins alone..." He tries to bride me, key word:tries. And I laughed at him, shaking my head at him.

"Gray, if you're trying to bribe me with blueberry muffins, I swear. I'm already plotting your death at this very moment. So please, leave me in peace," I uncovered myself with the blanket, still my eyes closed,"thank you, hun."

At this very moment, you'll be meeting Grayson in a very emotional, heart-breaking state in mind. He started to walk towards the bed, taking the space beside me.

"Oh stop with your crying," I shushed him, and he started his "crying" technique on me, I couldn't take it no more until he started to cry more loudly.

"Ugh, What do you want?" I scoffed, then he lifted his face from the pillow, that was purposely covered in his own saliva,"Gray, you got saliva all over the pillow!"

"That's tears," he answered with a blunt face, and I rolled my eyes giving him the death glare.

"Just tell me what you want, and then I'll peacefully sleep now that I know what you've been dying what to tell me." I finalise, and he happily agreed, hopefully agreed to the sleeping thing.

"Ok, so, um, how will I tell you this..." he scratched his neck, and I groaned,"gray, you just woke me up for nothing."

"Ok, ok, I'll tell you but promise me, you'll never look back at this moment," he continues, but I didn't help but stop him,"What? What do you mean, never look back at this moment?"

"Please, just let me finish. I'm sick, Y/N. I'm really sick," he then took a breath then continued,"When mom gave birth to us, I had conditions, right? Because of that I got a concussion, that's why I haven't been spending time out, and I went to the doctor right now, and they told me I had a rare disease. That started by the concussion, I fractured my skull, that made blood seep out my head. The doctors told me I'll have the results in tomorrow or later in midnight." He stuttered, and I was in complete shock that he just told me this.

"When did you know this?" I asked him, with tears brimming into my eyes, then one slides down onto my cheek, my heart in tremendous pain.

"About 2 years ago..." he mutters, and my heart broke into million of pieces.

"That was like half of the years we've been together." I mentioned, and he nods at me with a heart-breaking smile, and my heart broke into more pieces.

"Gray, tell me that this is a joke. I can't handle this. My heart is breaking into many pieces, and my whole body is sore because of you..." my lips quivering, trying to talk to him in a more clear way. Then he inhaled deeply, placing a hand on my shoulder then connected our lips.

He was the only guy I need right now.

I need his hugs

Kisses

Smiles

Cuddles

Mostly, him.

I need him in my life.

I want him to have my children, the father of my children.

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Same girl, same. Can he just sign this adoption papers for my children? Lol. I don't even have kids...